anyone else ttc and feel like this?

hi kerry im feeling the same has you. I say every month im not doing it again but i do we need to do something to stop us think about it i hope we both get a pos this month take care kerry and good look xxx

I understand, I feel just like that. Every month that AF comes, I cry for the first few days. In fact, it has become a running thing that my husband said he knows to stay away from me. Because I am so sad. Then I perk up at the end of my period bc I know in a few days I will be ovulating (i do on day 9 or 10) and can have another chance, and maybe succeed? So, I understand. It's hard, one of the worst feelings. I definately think that is why you don't feel bad at the end. Just this month every person I know, cousins, friends, are pregnant. That makes it sting a little more. Good Luck to you, don't give up, just keep it on the down low now for a bit while trying. :)

Yeah i get that feeling every month and each month now i say i am not going to get my hopes up but it happens without me even trying, At moment i just feel like i am a failure as i feel i am only in this world to be a wife and a mummy, I am a wife and so want to be a good wife but feel i cant because i cant give him a baby, then i feel even more of a failure as i am a mummy to a little angel with wings but i couldnt provide a good enough home for her to live in.

Sending lots of love and hugs to all TTC and lots more baby dust

x x x

I completly understand!! I watch the news everyday and everytime it never fails someone is being accused of killing their kids or whatever and its really unfair. Yesterday i was taking a walk and teared up a little thinking about how bad i want a baby and how much fun we would have and how much i would love it unconditionally. People who dont even want kids keep having them but i have been trying for almost 2 years and have yet become pregnant. But i want so badly to have a baby girl i dont think i could ever give up.....but your not alone and everyone is different i guess it'll happen when the time is right......

Ya know, I had a rough time last month and was REALLY disappointed when af showed up and was still disbelieving of all the BFN's I kept seeing but I made up my mind that I wasn't really going to try this month. 2 different charts last month showed I didn't ovulate at all and I was getting ready to freak out this month (I just turned 37) if it didn't happen again, but every time I start getting doubtful, I push the thoughts out right away. And miraculously, I'm right on schedule with ovulating this month and attribute last month to the bronchitis I slowly acquired--I probably did ovulate but my temps were erratic so the charts didn't show it, i guess... I am also just bd'ing every other day instead of every day...I'm really strong-minded and don't intend on giving up but I won't let my mind take over, either...Don't be discouraged--try again!

believe me when i say i wanna give up every month. its been 5 years since we started ttc and God knows how many bfn. but if my hubby isnt given up on me im not gonna give up on us either. just last night i was crying my eyes out cuz i feel were never gonna conceive and im scared he might leave for someone who can but as always he reassured me he wasnt going anywhere. So once again im leaving it in the hands of the Lord. He's the only one that has control anyway lol. showers of baby dust to us all!!!

defo know how u feel, and to make things worse 3 of my close friends are pregnant, and i feel guilty for feeling like it but i feel rele jealous, why not me? all that keeps me going some months is thinking it WILL happen 1 day, good luck xx

I dont know.. I just feel like a failure... People have babies that dont deserve them! The world is so not fair!!! :( TTC to all the ppl that DESERVE IT!!!! baby dust to us!