am i in love with this girl?

okay? so like i know this girl.

and like she's always on my mind no matter what.

i wake up and bam she's the first thing i think about.

everynight i either fall asleep talking to her on the phone.

or thinking about her.

when she's sad even tho i live 20 min away. i drop everything.

i get really sad when we don't talk everyday,

i also get nervouse when i don't hear from her at least every other day.

and like i guess like i'm "her best friend"

and she says no one understands her the way i do.

and that she doesn't trust anyone the way she trusts me.

but ever since the day i first actually got to talk to her in person,

i just like can't get her face out of my head..

it confuses me.

because like it hurts so freakin bad when i lay in bed alone at night,

thinking bout how i help her break up after break up.

standing back watching her let her heart get broken time after time.

while everynight i laid in bed bawling.

cuz i love her. and want to be with her.

and treat her right but she doesn't see it..