tiger.loves.blondie.mac14

so i dated this girl.

not gonna say her name.

and yes i'm a girl, i got scared and i dumped her.

all becuse i was falling in love. this was last spring.

it's been almost a year since we met now. and we hang out everyday.

we're on the same soccer team. we go to the same school.

she's a junior and i'm a freshman. she drives me around all the time.

she says i'm all she wants and that she loves me still.

but we got in a fight and haven't talked in almost a week and i'm a mess.

everyone knows we're fighting cuz we don't talk at school. and she doesn't run up to me and hug me saying good morning beautiful,

she doesn't come up behind me and rap her arms around me and kiss my cheek.

i need her in my life and i cry non stop, she drove me home from practice tonight. and listened to a cd i made her this weekend.

and i broke down as soon as she pulled out of my driveway.

i wake up and think of her. i fall asleep thinking of her. i zone out in class thinking of her. everytime i see her i wanna break down.

i miss those weekends where we just drove around laugh and talking.

now she won't even look at me.

am i in love? and if yes?

any advice on how to fix this?

okay? so like i know this girl.

and like she's always on my mind no matter what.

i wake up and bam she's the first thing i think about.

everynight i either fall asleep talking to her on the phone.

or thinking about her.

when she's sad even tho i live 20 min away. i drop everything.

i get really sad when we don't talk everyday,

i also get nervouse when i don't hear from her at least every other day.

and like i guess like i'm "her best friend"

and she says no one understands her the way i do.

and that she doesn't trust anyone the way she trusts me.

but ever since the day i first actually got to talk to her in person,

i just like can't get her face out of my head..

it confuses me.

because like it hurts so freakin bad when i lay in bed alone at night,

thinking bout how i help her break up after break up.

standing back watching her let her heart get broken time after time.

while everynight i laid in bed bawling.

cuz i love her. and want to be with her.

and treat her right but she doesn't see it..

my sister is a freshman and high school is really burning her out.

she likes this guy who does pot.

but she's against it and she has no idea he is a pothead.

i don't wanna fight woth her but i feel uncomfterbal with the fact she doesn't know the truth and i fear if she is stressed enough he'll use the excuse try this it'll take all your problems and stress away.

okay my sis is in high school and i'm a grade below and i'm six months younger. we play soccer together. we txt everyday and i see her every other week. we don't live together she is going threw depression has professional help and is on medication but is there anything i can do to help?

she means the world and more to me. and is my hero and best friend with spring soccer finally starting i'll see her more because practices?

any advice on a way to cheer her up?

when your a lil sis.

and you look up to your big sis for everything she's totally your hero.

but she's depressed now.

and i can't sleep or eat or even think of anything other than how it used to be.

before everything went into a downward spiral.

when i used to cut she'd cry and say i'm here for you.

anytime. or talkin is better than cutting.

and when i cut my last time she said it was her fault and it wasn't.

i need to be strong for her.

any advice?

please she means the world to me.

please help.

idk how to be a good lil sis anymore.

i wake up crying or screaming in the middle of the night.

i can't sleep more than five hours without waking up.

i worry bout losing the ones i love.

i miss how it used to be.

i don't like being away from certain ppl for long periods of time and i break down crying outta no where.

what's wrong with me?

my sister is worried bout me.

can you plz help figure out what's wrong with me to make her feel better.

my ex-bestfriend was a really clean happy go lucky person.

i'll call her life guard (long story for her nickname)

but now she's gotten into drinking with 16,17, and 18 year olds and she's only 14.

she tells everyone she doesn't have sex but no one believes her.

cuz she's admitted to it before.

she used to cut.

and at one point helped me quit cutting.

but i think she's back into it again.

she's a beautiful person just in the wrong croud.

we don't talk much after the boy issues we went threw.

so please help me.

i have a friend i'm very very close with.

we joke around and say she's my big sis. but her interest in many things has started declining. she has a loss in sleep and appetite.

she doesn't enjoy basketball like she used to.

that's what caught our attention.

she is normally a very happy bubbly smile too much kinda person..

but she's been very stressed and sad lately.

i'm scared of losing her she's my best friend.

please help.

can i help her?