Am i in love? or just overly close with her?

so i dated this girl.

not gonna say her name.

and yes i'm a girl, i got scared and i dumped her.

all becuse i was falling in love. this was last spring.

it's been almost a year since we met now. and we hang out everyday.

we're on the same soccer team. we go to the same school.

she's a junior and i'm a freshman. she drives me around all the time.

she says i'm all she wants and that she loves me still.

but we got in a fight and haven't talked in almost a week and i'm a mess.

everyone knows we're fighting cuz we don't talk at school. and she doesn't run up to me and hug me saying good morning beautiful,

she doesn't come up behind me and rap her arms around me and kiss my cheek.

i need her in my life and i cry non stop, she drove me home from practice tonight. and listened to a cd i made her this weekend.

and i broke down as soon as she pulled out of my driveway.

i wake up and think of her. i fall asleep thinking of her. i zone out in class thinking of her. everytime i see her i wanna break down.

i miss those weekends where we just drove around laugh and talking.

now she won't even look at me.

am i in love? and if yes?

any advice on how to fix this?