I feel really depressed,betrayed, and know what anything is anymore?

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I need help and i need to talk to someone. I feel depressed. All my mom does is yell at me, cuss me out for no reason and im the only child that helps her around the house, she tells all her friends rumors about me, embarrasses me in public, hits me for no reason, laughs at me when i get rejected and in pain and she wont even let me call my dad and starts yelling. I try talking to her about what she does but she yells at me Well im not perfect! Then i have my older sister. She ignores me, chooses her boyfriend before me, yells at me for things she does, and leaves me at the store on purpose. Then my friends. My next door neighbor (we have been friends for 5 years) tepid my house and said she had a friend over and she was bored so she wanted to ti-pi my house and i had to pick up all the toilet paper, her dog bit my brother and she doesn't even say sorry, she invites the whole neighbor hood to her parties and not me, she was coming with me to ask this guy out and i wanted to fix my hair and she goes no lets go and she was pulling my arm and we looked like we were fighting and i was going to punch her but i wasn't and he looked at us and laughed, and i told her that guy looks hot and she goes up to the guy and goes she thinks ur sexy and he looks at me and yells slut! Im like dude why did u tell him and she is like cause i felt like it. And i was having a sleep over and i asked all my friends and either their grounded or cant come over till they're 15. Like i was waiting for this 1 friend to come over and she was like 3 hours late and i txted her "dude where r u?" and she is like im with my friend. and im like we had a sleep over remember? and she went oh yeah my mom told me i cant go to sleep overs till next year and im like WHAT THE F*CK!!! YOU TELL ME THIS NOW! Then i have my family. all they do is tell on me, spread rumors, and broke my new dirt bike i bought and the store didn't want it back and i told my mom and she tells me to deal with it and the kids r too precious to be punished. And my mom crashed her car and i cant go anywhere on f*ckin summer vacation and when i want to go some where, she goes "no stay here and clean cause i need help" and the kids (ages 12,10,6,5,) play outside.I thought vacations are about taking a break and leaving the house for once I cant take it! I feel like every1 is against me and i didn't do anything wrong! i always help around, im a very humble person, and when i try to talk to sum1 about my problems they tell me whatever or suck it up. The only person i like to talk to is my dad but my mom wont let me call him cause she thinks ill talk sh*t about her to my dad (they r separated and it court for divorce and its really hard on me). Like what can i do? My mom wont get me a councilor, i miss my dad so very much and once i cut my arm cause i cant take it anymore! i don't know what i did to deserve this.what can i do? :(

Anonymous · Accepted Answer

Aw sweetheartt:(,im so sorry its like this for youu,i guess its just what comes with being a teenage girl!,But hun ur mom has no right to be hitting you or yelling at you for no reason any civilized parent would know,im with you a 100% percent on that,maybe if you could possibly go to court and tell them what she does you might be abel to be with your dad?,if not maybe you could go to aunt/cousin/grandparents house for the summerr,Or just try to leave the house to go do some "extra summer vacation work",And your sister,She's your sister!,almost every sister i know fights its gonna be like that till your older,but im sorry she choices guys over her own blood:(,Tryy and talk to her about this more see if u guys can bond,And your "friend" omg she is not you're true friend,she has some serious issues,You do not deserve to be treated like that by her it seems like she ruins your chances and makes you feel bad,hun find some new friends,i know shes ben your friend for 5 years but sadly people change,the better she's out of your life the better off you aree,Also when you go back to school and these problem's occur their are always councilors at school's available check with one of them,Just always remember this is not your fault at all,!I Wish You luckkk<333.

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Ohmigod i feel so bad for you. 

I am diagnosed with depression and it is completely obvious you have it too. Depression is an illness and the only way to cure it is by therapy or medication or support from family or friends and you obviously don't have that support. 

I can't understand why anyone is like that to you either... god that is why i hate people so much. 

I think you need to find a way to live with your dad and get a therapist. or i think you should run away. I know that is probably really hard but your life... i would be dead by now. Or if you have grandparents or uncles, you should go live with them. You just don't need to live with your mom. Go tell the police. Do something please, if you need to message me and talk about it, thats fine, do it. You just need someone to talk to.

? · Answer

It sounds like all of this has made a huge impact on you and that you are struggling with your feelings and the such. I found the website www.FeelBetterNetwork.com and it has experts who will help you on just about anything and everything. I think that counseling might be beneficial or therapy , to help you deal with all of this.Its all free and all you have to do is sign up and ask your questions or share your concerns. It is not fun to feel isolated and feel that no one understands you. I really hope that you stay focused on your happiness and that you do what makes you proud. Check out the website and keep reaching out as you have done today.

amehi · Answer

Stand up to your friend. Girl you don't need to feel depressed. You got alot to look forward to. 
Divorce will happen soon, he will be allowed to visit and then maybe you can move with him. Stuff happens cars do break down and it sucks...but find a hobby during vacation. Some unique and fun. something you can use your anger for good. When you get mad...go do your hobby.
It will get better....life is full of humps and bumps. Im rooting for you!

~♥~ · Answer

If you need someone to talk to, ring child line, they will help you, and you will be able to talk to someone. If you feel you can't cope anymore, just walk out when she starts shouting at you and see what she does then. A mother shouldn't laugh at you when you are in pain!!! All i have got to say is you will be a better parent than she has ever been !!!

seasonjanelle · Answer

god girls i cut well not any more my life sucks to thought but urs gose alittle higher up the scale on crappynes u said u cut once did it make u feel better

everyone always told me cuttin was bad but it made it to were i could bare life 

people told me god was the answer that through him all things happen 

WELL U KNOW WAT IT SEEMED LIKE GOD DID VERY LITTLE IN MY LIFE 

he could have made things so much easyer for me but instead he made me go thought the pains and lose by myself and u know wat it made me stronger 

look for a friend some one u can stay with when mom is bein an *** and some one to listen to ur probablims

cool dude · Answer

look that all part of growing up..move wit ur dad.. and grow a pair and stand up 2 you friends..

☮★ D+B=&lt;3 ☮★ · Answer

i answered urs by e.mail =] i hope it helped dont wrry its just a stage

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