I want to kill my self.?

You are loved, your not worthless.

I can totally relate to how your feeling.

After my parents split up, i fell into a deep depression, and that was years after it happened.

I saw no point of getting out of bed in the morning, i felt like a worthless piece of meat walking on the earth. I had low self esteem and always thought no one cared about me.

I am now fully cured from my depression and the only way that i am alive today is through our God. I gave my life to Jesus and am walking life with Him. This was the best decision i ever made. I now wake up every morning feeling loved, like i have a purpose in life and i am more happy then i ever was. Life makes Sense now.

Go somewhere quite, and just ask Him to enter your life, and to be filled with his holy sprirt. Tell Him that you want to change your life, and ask for forgivness.

It's good to start going to church and meet other people who know Jesus.

reading a bible is the best way to get to know Him. You can read the bible online if you want to.

Remember that you are not worthless, you are loved by someone so amazing. This will be the best desicion you will ever make i promise you.

God bless.

Well I'm probably going to say whatever one else has said so far, but I will anyway. Listen, it's not worth it to kill yourself, your throwing away alot more than your gaining. All you need to do is talk to a counselor or a adult, somebody you know wont laugh at you and can help you get this straightened out. For one, if you want more friends be friendly, stop with the noises. I know at 13 it's tough but not all kid's are completely cruel. Just be open and friendly and I'm sure they will give you the chance.

I don't know what to say about your sister, cause my siblings say the same stuff all the time. Deep down they don't mean it. I'm sure if you did die your sister would react the complete opposite of hate.

This is the part most kid's don't like but you have to tell your parents how your feeling. It's important that they know how you feel. It's not good to keep your feelings bottled up inside, it just makes things more difficult. If you tell them whats going on I'm sure your mom and you can come to a decision on what to do about your karate classes. Once you talk I'm sure you will feel much better, you will have more opportunities to fix the problem. Who knows, you might even get your friend back. So my advice, just talk to somebody. I hope this helps you out :)

Hey,

ima take a wild guess and say ur name is Matt.

Suicide is never the answer.

from what i have read your just going true teenage depression. trust me we all went thru it b4,

now i know im stilll a teen my self but i know from experiences.

you can change the future if u act now.

like the whole no friend situation, u can get friends if you want to.

i dont think sittin there makin noises will help . do you ?

try communicating with others its the only way to make friend.

your sister is just sayin things to work your nerves all sister and brothers go thru these type of thngs too.

and if u ask me i thnk ya parents love u very much.

cause if they didnt they wouldnt be workin hard enuff to keep a roof over ya head or food in your house for nothing. and wouldnt have you in karate classes.

if u wanna tlk more and im willing to help you

email me @ lubbylisha94@gmail.com

Wow, it sounds like you're having a very bad time. Money can be hard, VERY hard with the current economy. Your parents probably love you and have to work to take good care of you. Try making one friend, slowly. Just try to find something in common. It's hard when you have no idea where to start, but try to talk to more people about random stuff. Chatter and useless smalltalk. If people know you exist, they might want to help you. Don't kill yourself, because everything can be solved. You might feel very sad, and like you can't handle anything, but try improving one part of your life (like making a friend) and you'll be suprised how other things get better as well.

It is determined by the denomination. I used to be raised with the suggestion that each one folks are imperfect and are going to make errors, however that we're all valuable and very nearly well. I used to be additionally taught that God wasn't like a cosmic repair-it-all. I have continually proposal of God as a stoic. I do not believe we're the purpose for the entire tornadoes and normal screw ups that occur. That's nature. So I wager it relies on how the person has been raised.

Consider yourself lucky. Some people can't afford to eat food, live in a house or go to karate class. Remember, there is always people worst off than you, and your just being greedy. Don't kill yourself, think of your parents who have to invest in your funeral. Were in a recession.

Your only 13, your probably just going through puberty. Look back at this 10 years later and you'll probably think as yourself as an idiot when you were younger.

Hun you are only 13, trust me, you wont always feel like this. I felt this way too, like nothing was going right in my life and like everyone hated me and didn't like me. When I finished high school and went to University and got out in the REAL WORLD, I realized how stupid Elementary School and HIgh School was. Please if you are upset go see your school counselor and talk to them about it. Suicide is not the answer, believe me, you deserve to live your life. If I were you, I would just focus on my school work and work on just being myself. But whatever you do, TALK TO SOMEONE. When you are going through hard times, internalizing your problems only make them worse. Things will get better, trust me.

It sucks being 13. The recession makes it suck doubly. You won't be 13 forever. Better days are ahead, but you have to stay alive in order to enjoy them.

Stop making the stupid noises and try being nice to people. Speak to a teacher about the way you feel if you can't talk to your parents.

Work harder, keep persevering. I was like that too then I worked hard to help me and to help others. I started talking more to people. If you work on your grades you can make it to military school. I rooting for you man.