Can any one interpret my dream?

Hi Nisha, well, I am sorry to hear that you lost someone that you hold so dear. You have things unresolved here to a point of placing your entire life in suspension. Ten years have come and gone, and she has had her own life in that time. The only thing you can do really, if you really can't live without resolution or closure, well, you can try contacting her and see what happens, but I don't think that you should expect too much, as she has had her own life all this time. The best that could happen is that she could have regrets about the way things went, and maybe was afraid to contact you about it, and wishes to renew the relationship with you and work out your differences. The worst that could happen is that she has moved on in her own life, and gotten married and things like that, and maybe even become a much different person from the one that you remember. Either way you need to get some closure on this chapter of your life, and move on, you can't go living your whole life mourning this loss, or you will wind up not having much of a life. Sometimes a dream really is a wish your heart makes. Whether this is a shared wish or not, there is only one way to find out. Whatever happens, you need to do your best to accept the outcome, and move on from there. That you are holding back your thoughts in your current relationships out of fear of losing another relationship to a dispute is not healthy, either, and maybe you should seek some counseling to help you find a voice and still cultivate a healthy relationship. This fear will hold you back if you wind up holding back what you are really thinking out of fear of losing someone, and will keep you from forming true intimacy with a new relationship.