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What is wrong with me?

I'm to the point that I will never be happy in my life and I dont know why. I have so much emotion going through me and it tearing me apart. I keep thinking of my past when my dad use to abuse my mom and my siblings to her leaving him and marying a guy that always stole everything my mom bought me to support his habbit to dealing with my autistic sister to kids making fun of me and bullying me in school to me not having friends to my brothers getting shot to falling in love and moving to anther state far away from my family to my family hatin my boyfriend becuz i moved with him, to me not being able to concieve becuz I have PCOS and I feel like my only friend, my boyfriend, will leave me bcz I cant give him what he wants which is a kid and to me not able to get a job, I feel so useless that I'm crying all the time now......and no matter what I'm always feelin depress and I feel like a waste of flesh.

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  • 1 decade ago
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    It hurts me to hear that you feel useless..God put you on this Earth for a reason and if your boyfriend is going to leave because of the fact you cant conceive then hes not a good boyfriend. You need to find someone who is going to give you that unconditional love you need and treat you with some respect. its not like its your fault you have PCOS. You cant always adopt and help save a child that's in need of a good mother.

    I know where your coming from with the abuse thing... my father also used to abuse my mother and me but you know.. what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.

    your in my prayers<3

    p.s- nothing is wrong with you! your perfect just the way you are.

  • 1 decade ago

    I understand wat u mean - it's miserable not having a fren or tat someone who wld love u & stand by u. Btw, with science improved so much i'm sure u can find ways to get pregnant. Crying to release ur emotions are ok.. but if u feeling very depress it wld be gd to c a shrink. anyway i presume u r young u hv so much time even if ur bf leaves u i'm sure u will find someone else who is really nice & understanding. Don't give up hope yet.

  • 1 decade ago

    Look Honey ..that is what we called life ..ooh yeah you have had tons of challenges and problems. lets take them as challenges. and have fun fighting them.

    get a job move out on your own. go to Gym school take care of yourself ..all this people around if they screwed up they screwed up but you can make it.

    25% of women have pcos they still have kids thats not an issue ..if your bf cant be with you coz of that screw him get hot and fk everybody

  • 1 decade ago

    You have had a lot happen to you in your life and it all makes you a stronger person.

    You should go speak to a counselor that can help you deal with all the issues in your life and help you get over it.

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  • 1 decade ago

    if you can forget your past, i think everything will be ok

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