Am I cursed or what? I need spiritual help?

well, i'm not a witch or a "spiritual leader" as you said, but i am a Christian. i will tell you the truth. there probably is something spiritual or supernatural as you called it going on. God and Satan are real and they are in a constant battle over your soul. Satan hates your every breath and wants to drag you down with him, and God is trying to help you our of Satan's grasp. i don't want this to sound creepy or like i am full of it or anything. i'm just presenting you with the cold, hard facts. you are not cursed. there is spiritual warfare going on and we all are in it every day of our lives.

You are only focusing on the bad. If you only notice the bad things, you will think that those are the only things in existence. If you, instead, focus on the things that are good, you may start to appreciate those things.

Here is a short list:

You have a computer

You have an internet connection

You have the cognitive ability to ask a complex question such as this one

I'm sure you can find more things that are good in your life. If all else fails, just stop complaining and start doing some good in the world. At the very least it will make you feel better.

It does sound like a tough trip... Somewhere in the ones 38 months are the tiny little moments of 4 younger lives that did deliver a glimmer of wish. (discover them) Sit again and ponder them as a substitute. And sure it's Hard. (Very Hard) So 'What Now?' It's your lifestyles... Which second are you going to begin reflecting on them? The subsequent second? Tomorrow? Next week? Next 12 months? Or this second? Because it's not till this second that you've requested 'What Now?' Take your fingers and rip a gap in time, to recollect 4 younger lives which might be nonetheless younger however a bit of older than the time you published your message. Best Wishes.

Just read the bible or something. Your not cursed, I'm sure there are tons of people all over the world that would love to have your life.

Maybe god is punishing you for not being on the straight path (islam), or some sin, or it could be a test for you only to have a greater reward in your afterlife.

Eat a fortune cookie.

If you believe your being "cursed" then you will be.

It's all in your head. If you put out negative you'll bring in negative.

Maybe you just suck