I want to kill my self?

People that have much more than you are the people that say people in other countries have it worse. I wont lie you have it pretty bad. But what you should do it try going back to school. Maybe you can collect some government funds to survive on while you do. Go to the park, get some fresh air. Exercise, eat healthy. It's amazing how something that would seem to do nothing can do everything.

I have a similar story and Im 41 and have a sad life. The good thing I can say about you is that you are still young, wherever you live try to find community services that can help with counseling and maybe medication, if you cant find it in your neighborhood just call the police non emergency line and tell them you need help, you owe it to yourself to try it

btw they let any idiots be parents in this country, no experience needed, the problem sounds like it is both of them and ur torn because you love them but thats just becuz they are all you know, get help and get away from the chaos

I tried for too many years to deal with the chaos and i virtually live lie a homeless man now

It's so sad to think that there are still problems like these nowadays. My advice is always to do something you enjoy and always keep holding on to whatever hope you have. Try getting enough education for a decent job (that you enjoy) and maybe you'll find your talents. Please don't end your life before you're ready. and the time you know that you're ready is when you die not of your choice. Basically all the people who commit suicide aren't ready for death, because otherwise, they wouldn't have commit suicide... if that makes sense...

There are groups in your town for people who share the same kinds of troubles as you. Check your resources and slowly start to surround yourself with positive people. Adult school will teach you how to read and write, but it all comes down to you. Whatever your current circumstance is in life, YOU can change it if you try. Its happens one day at a time and you can transform! I know you can do it, i just know you can!

I want to congratulate you for being earnest.

I'm your exact age and I've been suicidal for 2 years (until recently).

In our lives, we have the opporunity to see life for what it is and for what it can be. There is pain and suffering in evryone's life. This is so we can identiify the good things in our life. However, if the negative becomes the focus of our life, everyone of us would become suicidal (like you and me).

If you focus on the future, is there a possibitltiy of leaving it behind you? Being a whole new, different person?

What's your passion in life? Are you sure you want to leave that unresolved?

If nessecary to you, speak to a therapist. Otherwise, please e-mail me: michiel<dot>smeets<at>gmail<dot>com.

It relies upon on the denomination. i grow to be raised with the thought each and all and sundry human beings are imperfect and are going to make errors, yet that we are all priceless and actually stable. i grow to be additionally taught that God wasn't like a cosmic restoration-it-all. I even have continuously considered God as a stoic. i don't think of we are the reason for each and all the tornadoes and organic mess ups that ensue. that's nature. So i think it relies upon on how the guy has been raised.

To feel better about yourself you need to forget about your life and start helping make life better for other people. Try volunteering at a nursing home near you and your whole outlook about life will turn around.

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