is it possible to do a good job on your first time?

I lost my virginity today. It was kinda awkward. I dry humped him a bit before and he commented "wow, you're good" but think he was just sating that. then gave him a blower and he commented "try not to make me come too quick" but then when he went to go in me, we had a lot of trouble gettin it in (i think cos i'm rather tight... what with the whole virgin thing.

at one point his penis started to actually go down cos we spent ages tryin to get it in. Then when we were doing it he kept sliding out.

we actually gave up on the condom cos it kept sliding off (he put one on after he came the first time to try and slow down but that's ok i'm on the pill! )

However, he did come pretty quick after he first managed to get in me and then came again when i gave him a blower later.

Do you reckon he thought it was as awkward as i did? i'm worried i was awful and that he felt like he was trying to bang a cement wall. and do you reckon he'll ever actually wanna do it with me again? :|

btw we were not exactly in a bedroom so had to keep it quiet so there weren't many noises to be able to tell how much he was enjoyin it apart from a lot of heavy breathing