Paying back Pell Grants and student loans?

Hello,

I attended college a few years ago. Two semesters. I had eight classes total for the two semesters if I recall correctly, passing one of them. I didn't attend the classes most of the time so of course I didn't pass. I got letters saying I owe the money for a portion of the tuition back since I did not meet the grade standards for the grants, fair enough. At the time I blew it off, but now I am really interested in going back to college ASAP. In order to do that, I believe I need to pay off the money from a few years ago. Problem is, I no longer live in the house that I used to, and as a wreckless teenager, I didn't care about paperwork and didn't file it. I don't remember the website that I used to check my balance with the money or to pay the money back. And I sure as heck don't remember a username or password.

Advice on anyways to find out how much I owe and how to pay it back? Would my Secretary of State have information on it?

Thank you so much.