anybody know any of this kind of stuff :\ ?

Me my dad, and grandma live in this 3 story Church. Ever since i was a baby, my grandma has always told me stories about the Angels that live in the house. Before we lived here, this was an indian religous building. Not to sure exactly what, but ya. Just recently ive had a spirit say my name. Ive had the upstairs lights turn on and turn off withing 30 seconds; we had the police come to make sure nobody was up there.( this has happened more than once, and there are about 4-5 seperate swiches to turn on ALL lights) The last thing that happened was the front door opening and shutting while being double locked. My dad was out for the night, and my grandma was half asleep. Thats when i thought my dad had come home from the club, when i heard the front door open and shut. Strange thing was that i never heard the door rattle to be unlocked, and he seemed to have stayed in the living room for an hour... which wasnt very normal. After about an hour i went into the living room(where the front door is) to see if he was there. NOBODY WAS THERE... He wasnt home at all. The next morning my grandma said she heard the dooor while almost being asleep. She had awoken and gone back to bed, assuming my dad was home. I know that there are spirits and what not here. I really wanted advice as to what might they be here for, and why did one say my name? my grandma has spiritual encounters all the time, but its not everyday thing. This past month has been a lot more intense, and its mainly me noticing it. On a side note; before all of this really started to get intense... I had started to isolate myself, and become very anxious and depressed all the time... :[ I found myself at school not talking to anybody, and being very nervous and paranoid all the time. I think smoking all the weed at a toxiic level may have damaged parts of my brain to where i feel as if im being forced to be sad all the time. This year im having to do Online school because im so anxious, paranoid, and depressed. I havent smoked weed for about 6 months, because i thought it may have caused it and i didnt want it to get any worse. Ive had thoughts of suicide and deep prayers, and i thought maybe thats why the spiritual activity has gone up. I hope that these spirits mean good to me. I figured if a ghost/spirit/angel had say my name, it would be strange if it were a demon. I would think a demon would want to say something scary or growl. (ive also heard a growl once in the building) I could tell you countless stories about all the activity here, i just want to get help. Im socially handicap, and i never used to be like this :\ . I pray that i can get through this... and i pray that angels watch over me and guide me in the light of god. Im 16 years old and i want to move on and grow from this. Id much rather be happy than be smoking some weed and drinking with the friends if this is the consequence. I probably wasnt in the right state of mind to be doing that stuff anyways.. id love to hear back from any pyscics who might be able to tell me things to come in the near future,And/or what these spirits are here for. Are they here for good? Ive been so down lately and i just want to live my life. Spread the love and vocalize my spirit to other people, and enlighten myself to become one with god. And not have the evil feelings of Envy,Anxiety,depression, hopeless,Anger, Lust. I need help immiedatly. Im not schizophrenic at all. Ive been to 2 different psychologists and this month on the 14th im going to see a doctor that might be able to get me some medication to restore parts of my brain that may have been damaged. (neuron paths. Dopimene recievers.. Etc.) This is me addressing the spirits here, and also seeking help for my social disorder. :[ i probably say a paragraph a day. I know people say keep your head up, think positive, try talking a little bit more. Its not that i dont think this is good advice, its just that im to caught up being anxious and analyzing all the time. Its hard to be normal. If i could, i would. BELIEVE ME. Im so sick of all this ****. I want to be ME again. Im not crazy, im not insane. I just need a time machine to never smoke weed and to change a lot of negative paths ive chosen. I hope i can grow from it all, and soon be myself again. Any input, or psycic advice on any of the "spirit" , "social disorder" stuff would mean sooo much to me. Im going to upload a picture so maybe itll help you get more psycic thoughts. I have no idea... Im really good for anything that might help me. 1st picture is the church, and the second picture is me. thank you!