I want to kill my self?

If your boyfriend no longer loves you, dump him. No talents or real friends? Then join some form of hobby/interest group. Stuck in a sleep to work routine, then you need to interrupt the pattern by discovering something new to do. So what if you are gay, there are plenty of you out there. Killing yourself isn't the answer, you just haven't tried to change you life. Suicide should only be a final option.

I use to have depression as well, for almost 2 years.

It's hard to get out of & I understand that. But you have to try, because if you don't you get nowhere!

1.

Say a little prayer to god each night, thanking him for one thing that went right in my day. And believe me, you will always find something.

Even if it was as simple as the sun shining.

And if you don't want to pray to god, then just thank the Universe. Just Think positive.

2.

Start writing.

It really helps. I kept an art journal for a whole year.

Scribbling pictures, and writing down my thoughts. Even if they were suicidal.

Remember though, don't let anyone find it. Keep it for personal use.

It helps get thoughts off your chest.

3.

Take photos.

Photography really helped me express what I saw of the world. And you never know you may be really good at it.

Take photos of everything! Capture the moments you want to keep forever.

4.

Fall in love.

Love overall, helped me the most.

Get out and meet some guys! There is always somebody for everyone. So do not give up.

And if the opportunity is given to you, do not turn it down.

You will only regret it.

5.

Random acts of Kindness.

I began saying hello to everyone, complementing people who deserved it, and even sticking notes on the back of the bathroom cubicles that said 'Smile You're Beautiful.'

And people began to recognise that I was a nice & happy person.

Being kind, will make you feel happy about yourself and may result in more confidence.

6.

SMILE!

Never forget to wear a smile.

A person who smiles each day, no matter what there feelings, is a beautiful person.

Goodluck

Don't forget, were all beautiful. And we were given a chance at life for a reason :)

x

Stop and think. You obviously have friends and family members who care about you, even if they don't show it. Your boyfriend does not love you just because you're not fun? Dump the loser and move on. Do something productive with your life. If work sucks, quit, go to school or get a better job. Be more productive, join the gym or go to church, etc. Just be a better you and make something out of the life you were blessed with. Have a nice day.

And are you really 25? Just wondering, because your grammar and the way you talk makes me wonder....

Ole, I know what your going through and that's just not a line. I am bipolar and have been for at least 25 years but I was only diagnosed about 15 to 20 years ago. Right now things look and feel hopeless but sooner or later things to tend to get better. First off what it sounds like is you need someone to talk to and who not only will listen but validate what you are saying and feelings. Second if you feel like your in a rut try to to little things to make yourself feel better, what do you like to do? Being gay can sometimes make everything feel worse than it is, I know because I am gay as well. If you need someone to talk to who you feel you can identify with feel free to reach me at Brendaandcathy@yahoo.com. I am disabled and don't drive that much but we can certainly speak on the computer and who knows maybe a friendship may develop. Lastly some professional help may help in regards to if you have a mental health issue they can be very helpful in that regards. Also lastly something my doctor told me is if people who are toxic(negative) are around you and bringin you down you don't need to hang around those kinds of people.

You may not have all those things you think.. The trick is just to find them.. There is always potential for every human to do something amazing and what keeps myself alive today is the simple fact.. And even if you have trouble with love, one day you'll meet someone.. Don't be afraid they will come :) I think you should try just going for walks to start off and listening to music.. Just let in the love, I promise you this, a littles enough Xx hope I helped

don't be hopeless..

everyone faces hardships in life, it's up to the person whether he'll see it as a challenge to teach him to be stronger or a difficulty that's meant to break him down.. but actually, all life's troubles come with a purpose, that is to teach us, some the easy way, others the hard way.~

do you believe in God? He's all knowing, he gives hardships, trials and difficulties in life. but one thing for sure is, He's in control, He gives us situations He know we can handle. :) God gave us life not to see only the negative sides or the world, we are to discover and enjoy His marvelous creation. :D take time to see the beauty of the sunset, or just relax and maybe for the first time notice the songs of the birds or the little ants working hard the rest of their lives for a purpose. :)

STOP for awhile, think of things you have that others don't. count things you've accomplished, small or big, everything counts. :)

you deserve to love and be loved. if things don't go right with your past ex, only means he doesn't deserve you. YOU deserve someone better, a man God prepared for you if you're willing to wait. :)

you don't have any right to take your life, so don't. ending your life will not end your problems.

one way out is PRAY to God. H e will give you help, peace of mind and wisdom. pour out your heart to Him since He's the only one who can completely help you and you yourself dear. :D

change your perspective in life~! man writes his own life, if you think you'll lose, you already lost. if you think life is boring and meaningless then it will be that way for you since your body also follows what you think. you'll move lazily and be bitter.. don't be like that!

be strong, hold on, someone cares for you dear! :) be positive and take problems as challenges that can turn you to a better person! :) great people came from great problems. remember that. :)

Jesus loves you, so do I. :) i wouldn't answer this if i didn't care ^^

God bless you dear, stay strong and don't lose hope. you're not the only one facing deep troubles, all humans do. :)

That's the depression talking! Get some professional help, even if you don't think it will help, give it some time and get better. The sooner you recover the sooner your life gets better. You should know having friends with depression and hanging with em all the time is very draining. I hope you do get help and I know everything is going to be alright, if you let it. Remember you are beautiful, and awesome... If you believe me or not, it doesn't matter coz its true! :) what I say to all with depression, "you can regret dieing, but you can't regret living" best wishes! :)

Remember there are people in a lot more sh!tty situation than you in life.

Come to Butthead. I'll smooth everything out. Uh huh huh huh huh