What is wrong with me?

ok so i get my associates in may. I don't care..accomplishment??? meh it's not really...i'm 28 and barely getting it and then oh yes...i live at home with my daddy haha....when i start making friends... its cool for awhile but i don't relate to anyone. i've done this for long time now. the whole making new friends then not really finding a...'bond' whatever it is, common ground. Even if there is some interest there, its always never enough.. the friendships i make never get deep enough to stick i guess. on top of that, i find myself very shallow. I don't hit on many women but the ones i do hit on are usually out of my league, i think. the ones i find interested in me are insanely hideous and yea no thx i rather whack it...can i say that on here? :), i kinda already knew i was ugly...anyway i get to spend my xmas with only 1 person, my dad. of course his gf is going to come over etc etc with a couple others of her family..not really interested. they arent really friends of mine or you know, i don't care. i do productive things you know but all loner stuff....rock climbing..its actually bouldering cause you need 2 ppl to climb rocks...belaying..etc... i workout and do cardio and hike etc so im not all some creep in the basement of his parents house...no no im a creep on a rock with some dumb bells and running shoes etc...haha anyway yea im so socially retarded, did i mention that...all i want is like 1 person to connect with. man or woman platonic.i love myself enough to not really need a sexual relationship..see now thats weird also what the **** is wrong with me??