I'm struggling with life?

Hi. You're beautiful for sharing this. <3

I know exactly how you feel. I'm terribly sorry that all the issues in your life haven't been resolved yet.

I know how you feel with your boyfriend, my bestfriend only used to say "Don't worry, I'm here for you" whenever I ranted.

I'm 14, clinically depressed, self harming, recovering from an eating disorder. (I'm a guy).

I spent 22 days in a mental/psychiatric hospital, and I do believe it helped. It gave me a chance to be exposed to people with the similar problems, and knowng that you're not the only one, and that EVERYONE (patients + staff) are extremely supportive, and just amazing.

Maybe that's what you need, I know it seems extremely dramatic, but you just need a break.

I've been in therapy for over a year. It helps. It helps to rant to strangers, when your real friends won't listen. And most of the social workers/therapists are understanding, nice, un-judgemental, and supportive. You should really get one.

My therapist currently has a 70-year-old patient, and she STILL suffers from depression, only because she never allowed herself to open up as a child growing up.

You don't want to be that person. Get help before it's too late to enjoy life.

I know how you feel with the dreams. I used to sleep a lot because my dreams were far better than reality.

I used to think of it this way, I don't mean to go against your beliefs, but I used to believe the devil had me in his reach. And that I couldn't let him take me.

People will only start to help you when you begin to help yourself, I know it sounds rude, but you need the therapy and clearly if you're not really getting better at this age, your strategies aren't working.

If you're not into that kind of stuff, get recommended for medication. I use natural supplements, many of the medical medication, such as Prozac/Lexipro have side effects such as an increase in depressive/suicidal thoughts. Get natural supplements, they have no side effects and promote a healthy lifestyle.

You're going to be okay. I swear :)

"It's all going to be okay in the end, If it's not okay, It's not the end."

<3

You are a individual, in all time and space there will only be one of you, that makes you special. Even if you cant see that, in all the world there are billions of people, many of us have difficulties, your not alone. To many people you would be a dream come true. Take if from an old has been.

You are stuck in a situation you need to break free from, your job and life style are reinforcing your negative feelings. Try and do things you enjoy, find friends you can share time with. Don’t let your self dwell on the negative aspects of your life. Concentrate on the positive ones.

Talk with your doctor, they can help. It may not mean drugs, counselling can do more without the side effects in some cases.

http://www.samaritans.org/

This is a link for a group that will try and help, they don’t have any bias at all, it dose not matter who you are, they care about people, and it is free.

I wish you the very best, please take care of yourself, you cant be replaced. CDR

I think you should take a visit to the doctor, they'll probably be able to send you onto a therapist. I promise that they can really help you. I've been there myself to sort out mental health and they've helped my brother with depression. So I advise that you go as not many people will be able to give you the help and support they can here.

ok, i hope this will be helpful... my advice would be to try and clear your mind as often as possible, thats what i try and do whenever i feel stressed. like just think of a blank white piece of paper and then change your thoughts to something you like to think about. everyones got problems, but sometimes it helps to solve other ones to take your mind off your own. i would go to the stress therapy, you might find it easier than it sounds to speak to your therapist, and you can always stop if you don't like it

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