Songs about hiding a painful secret?

I've been being abused(beat and sexual abused) almost every day for the past month by this guy who found me from the Internet. I'm nt going to tell anyone I can't im too depressed just give me some songs preferably newer about hiding a secret that's hurting you so bad to hold in that's all i want so I can maybe play it for somebody instead of telling them just please not to sad of a song but about hiding a secret (I've been depressed Nd ppl r starting to wonder why I have bruises everywhere)

Please don't tell me Just to tell sombody I'm going to when in ready all im looking for a song about hiding a secret that's it and best answer will get 10 points