I wanna die, I`m sick of this life!! How can i change this feeling?

You might try and more objectively caress this feeling of wanting to die; you might try and imagine deeper how you will feel, if you will feel anything, when you have disappeared from the material world. Ethereally and materially, also in the world of memories, the thought and the formal documents about you and the concrete artifacts of you will no soon disappear. Somebody, your unfair rival or your foe, may even get elated because of your your final leaving for burning hell or for the glowing ever sun-kissed heavenly meadows.

You want to change this feeling of being sick of this life and of wanting to die. If you want to live and to unfold; if you want to sooner or later get a passionate lover and your loving off-spring; if you do want to sooner or later become a successful person, you might try and do thus that in whatever you are doing and loving to do or dreaming to do or are supposed to do (must do) for hopefully a better survival, you might more resolutely try and do thus that in your necessary interactions with others, in your interactive negotiations with others within your family, with a lover that you sooner or later may find, with colleague, with friend and or good stranger, you are more diligently working at building up, or more passionately adding up to, some great events and some good perhaps wonderful memories for a future.

If you are more resolutely trying and adopting the cunning style of the proverbial astute good old fox, if you are doing well what you are doing or are supposed to do for hopefully your better survival, people in your world might not avoid noticing what good you are doing and what good qualities you do have; they might even want to emulate you, to learn something good from you; also, a potential sweet-heart will come nearer and often and will ask you about what you are doing and might be wanting to cooperate. A special somebody might come wishing for the eyes of you two to meet, for you to say something; a great romantic unfolding may derive from more presence and from more nearness!

In your life you might try and adopt more the attitude of a diligent experimenter. When you are a more dedicated experimenter, your experimenting will evoke more experience (good, or bad needing more careful corrections) that will be leading on to more expertise thus that you may become the cleverer expert and eventually even the admired great glowing master or the holy saint on the path or avenue of your own life. You might even end up having to struggle to keep people and love away from your life!

Thus in your necessary interactions with others, in your interactive negotiations with others, you must more confidently be thinking that you are the braver co-pilot of your own life, that you are the fiercer hardy more daring higher flying co-pilot unto your own future, unto your own more glowing destiny.

Dear good friend of ours within the wider bounds of this great cyberspace, thus also you might try and more diligently do. Do also all the while try and find chances of lots great merry laughs in loving company or more sublimely all on your own. While sincerely trying and corroborating this attitude within you and about you, lots of material and or ethereal good hopes will there be for you!

Several studies have shown that drinking up to 4 cups of coffee a day prevents suicide . But don' t drink coffee after 3 P. M. Believe it or not . The caffeine in coffee stimulates your central nervous system in such a way that you are able to think more clearly , and hence , you can figure out the solutions to your difficulties and problems better and faster . Caffeine also prevents depression and anxiety . You' ve got to try it to believe it .

Hey mate, if you're considering ending your life, you need to stop what you're doing and call the suicide hotline right now:

1-800-273-8255

They can help you sort yourself out. Remember, no matter how bad things may seem right now, or how deep of a tunnel you've found yourself in, things do get better! There is hope for you! Nothing is worth ending your life!!

I HIGHLY recommend that you receive some sort of therapy or professional assistance. It doesn't mean you're crazy or anything, it's just that all of us at some point need help sorting things out so we can eventually move on to the brighter side of life.

In closing, PLEASE DON'T DO IT. YOUR LIFE IS WORTH IT. THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU.

please consider your life, please, everyone has a purpose to live.

you should see a psychologist about your problems and get the right diagnosis, or find a trusted friend whom you can talk about your problems. Don't be scared or embarrassed, it's a serious issue, find your self-confidence, there are no more better ways than being confident. Please, consider life, please find someone who can help you and please be confident.

I hope this can help you...

That's the way minds work then huh? I know how you feel. You overthink you overwork you overreact you mess up you don't forgive yourself and a little voice inside your head says why? why don't I forgive myself? why do I have to work so hard! why does it feel like i'm being pushed down! What the f**k is this! I want to die. But what about my family screw my family wait that's to harsh no it's not. You have a battle with your mind about everything and it completely screws you over! That's how my mind works hopefully you know what i'm talking about because I don't. Suicide crosses my mind sometimes but I wonder which method I should take.. Bullet? Easier. Hang? Harder. Pills? How would that feel? hmm. Then there's suffocation? F**k THAT. It's just the way it is huh? you hate having to care you hate caring as much as you do. You think about f**king things up so they wont miss you as much when your gone. And you look at suicide with the most positive light. It's like it's heaven right in front of you. Why can't I be free? Maybe it's the best option. You know? I hope you understand me I sure as f**king hell don't. Good Luck with everything anyway. Wish me luck with my job interview tommorrow f**k it i'm going to try. Cya.

It is fine the way you feel, but it does need to change. Most people would feel the same as you if they only knew how insignificant they were.

Start by admitting that you have a problem, almost everyone struggles with this which why they start small and create a anonymous account in some chat room, but simply doing this is more then most people do about their issues. Second, you should find a hobby to throw yourself into, this is something I had not done and now I am an empty shell I do not feel anymore birthdays mean nothing, holidays, nothing, the death of a family member or friend, sadly nothing, the only joy let in life for me is to better the lives of others, it do not care for myself and I am numb to everything. That is my life, and is no way to live. Something like this, you could call it an illness, so look online, the psychology of it is amazing. Lastly, even though you have an attachment to something or someone that keeps you from killing yourself, find something to live for instead of something to keep you alive. For the shyness, I to was like that, you need to let go of the thought that what others think of you matters in the least, only you should care, go with what you feel is right, tailor it to the moment whatever it may be.

Will you wee on my face!.... It turns me on

you need a real friend

i do too

i dont think of killing my self but im very hurt about the people around me apparently they were all fake

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