I need an honest answer from you all. Do you believe whether or not marijuana is worth the high?

I realize that there is definitely a lot of worthless propaganda spread by organizations that is simply not true, but I can tell from experience that some of it is definitely true. I will never try any of that ****, but I know from my up-close and personal encounters with it that it will ultimately ruin a person personality-wise. Everybody I have encountered is a complete imbecile with a horrible case of paranoia and a lack of purpose in life; also, regardless of the other propaganda spread about, one can't argue that your brain is quite affected by it all. Sure, even Obama did that ****, but he's an idiot regardless of whether he is president or not. So, I just want in honest opinion with some legitimate research and detail. Please, no answers symbolic of the trashiness that I have encountered with the substance that is now legal here in California.