Have you ever had a manic episode?

i have manic episodes daily! the fact that i live alone makes things worse, because i just go crazy around the apartment. i try to stay in control of the situation as best as i can. listen to music. or go on youtube and watch videos and leave crazy comments about them.

OR. if im really having a psychotic fit. i leave my home with my 3 pocket camera's and just take photos of anything. houses, buildings, a dead raccoon run over by a moving van. or i walk around the outside of the cemetery over and over or sit in the park and draw attention to myself by singing with my headphones on

I've had a few. Not recently. The last time was like a year ago. I was frustrated and went psycho on people. I yelled at my parents. And trashed my room. Made dents in the walls. Threw stuff at a mirror. Broke it. Kicked the door in when it didn't close on the first try. I have a punching bag in the garage now lol. It lasted minutes. I could feel myself over heated and irritable all day though. I finally snapped. I felt extremely exhausted after.

Occasionally, I can be happy and enthusiastic one day, then lose my temper and have no energy the next day. I have smashed plates in front of my manager (you already know) and thrown a chair across the living room.

Have a look at this video, I feel like throwing a chair right now, how dare they disrespect kittens, LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIgZ66DlkKI

Yeah it was crazy! So there I was, innocently eating twinkies and guess what happened???!!!! A bunch of deranged pirates broke down my door, tied me up with licorice and stole all my twinkies!!!! Now, I wasn't just going to stand there and let some people take my twinkies away, so I transformed into a dinosaur and ate EVERYTHING. Then the universe exploded.

If I drink coffee or high sugar drinks, I can get a high that will send me reeling and I am running around. I have to drink my coffee very light in caffeine. I stay away from energy drinks or hi power caffeine products.

Look dude i'm a cat with a suit on, kapiche?

Captain adorable out.

Nope. Not bipolar.

years.....ongoing problem for me