strange dream..last night.?

You are now dealing with extreme stress in this situation and youre venting it through your dreams. Best thing to do is tell him your deepest desires for him, 50 shades of gray is a perfect place to get ideas from.

I think you're crazy to treat a relationship as a competition against another woman. A relationship already involves many complex phenomena between a man and a woman and it should be based on respect and compatibility, while for you everything revolves in a war against another woman. This is incredible. I told you already I'm not competing for a man, I'm against competition and in favour of respect. I believe he should choose freely who he wants to be with, without any imposition, manipulation or coercion and he should have sufficient self-respect to prevent anybody from coercing or manipulating him. If he doesn't have enough self-respect to say no to a hoe, he is not a man for me. Sorry but I don't believe in war and I don't believe in stealing, in cheating, in usurpating, in fighting, in hatred.

You have a major problem: you've got yourself a demon inside yourself who is your sole enemy and that you have to overcome if you ever want to have a normal life: it's the demon of theft, fraud, exploitation, hatred, envy, jealousy. All your moral flaws are your true enemies, not innocent human beings who only made efforts to accept you, to respect you and to be kind to you.

After one year of sexual manipulation, he surely is sexually attached to you and he will pay a high prize for allowing himself to be drawn by evil and baseness, but lust is not the equivalent of love. You are wasting time with someone who is downright incompatible and who hates and despises everything you represent just to prove to yourself that you are better than me? We belong to different worlds, different leagues, and you're trying vainly to integrate a world where you don't belong, while you should be happy in the world of fashion where you belong, in Paris, Rome or Milano. And you are forcing him to integrate a world where he doesn't belong and where he'll never be happy. You're forcing him to transform his personality to suit you. And you took me away from him, robbing him of his happiness. For me it's not as difficult to find a compatible S/O as for him. I guess this happened to him because he needs to learn how to be stronger.

It means a killer rat wants to save the planet.

whats with the periods?