Plese let me know if I am correct for this:?

I have been involved in many one sided love with girs that I met during school. college etc. (till now). But I never actually been into any relationship. All I was doing is fantasizing about love and about gilrs. On the other hand, I have been a shy person who does nt get invloved with girls or any affair in real life. Now I have been into a marriageble age and now I feel doubtful I will go smooth with a women? (Although this is my inderstandin). I want to ask is it really like this. Do I have to live alone, live a troubled life which lacks love and affection. What mental stress it will cause on me and how will I be able to live such a long life? I have lost all faith in love and hope and become a dead man with no feelings.

I would appreciate if you can predict some information on relationship status for me? I know its complicated??

I have also been reading horoscope, although I am not an expert till now but I have learnt few minus points about my kundli which are:

Ketu in 7th

Rahu in 1st

Mangal & Shani in 8th and most importantly

Venus (Love & spouse indicator in 11 with other 3 major planets)

To me it does not sound good for happy married life. Still an astrologer who predicted many things correctly for me said I would have ahappy life. Is it so??

17 feb 1986

9:55AM

Lucknow