Help PLEASE I desperately need to get my life, house, body and mind in order !?

It seems as though every area of my life (home,relationships, work, health, financial, (lack of) quality of life, my own thoughts, dreams and aspirations etc. etc. etc.is upside-down, lost or intricately tied up with circumstances I can't change. I have tried asking for help from a few people and organizations who theoretically are my closest allies, yet am steadily (over a 2 year period) finding myself more confused, useless, unmotivated and unproductive and am causing distress to those close to me.

Are there any life coaches who give their services free of charge ? Or those in training who would like a case study ?

Any help or suggestions would be most gratefully received.

Many thanks

Kate

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