My choice might ruin me? But what can i do?

i love writing stories...i am a student who studies journalism. But i dont want to make my stories public. Others might say that i do not want to be judged...well yes. But i love to do it for me. Like a closet hobby. And i dont know how to tell my mum that really...i would like to just keep it to myself.

I am thinking of doing PR.

I hate it that i seem to change my mind. I dont want to hate it. I shake all over when i think that someone is reading something i wrote...

What should i do?

Is it a bad mistake that i run scared cause i am afraid ofother peoples opinion?