Muslims please make dua for me?

I'm a young teenager, I moved from london to the middle east this year. I started a new school a few weeks ago. I hate it, I hate this country I hate everything here. It just seems like things couldn't get worse but they eventually do. I don't understand anything I'm taught in lessons. What I learn now, my cousin in london learns now & she is 3 years older than me. Also she's having a lot of struggle with it and received U's. So I really don't see how I can get through this. I spend majority of my break time crying, attempting to get the pain out.

I make dua, I always do, I also always thank Allah for every little thing that happens in my life. I'm not saying that Allah isn't answering my prayers because I know that Allah said be patient even though it feels like I'm not answering your prayers. But I'm just asking for some muslim brother/sister to sister dua, please. I really can't go on like this.

A lot of times now I feel suicidal, it feels like my only way out but I tell myself I'm not going to do it, I'm fully against it 100% but you never know maybe after a few days my opinions on it will change. I just want help before I break, I want to go back to how everything was, my life was 50x better then, it really was. Inshallah it will.

I hope we all reach our main priority, Jannah Inshallah.