i got a real problem with my life and need help..?

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Sorry my english may not be 100% correct.. Well well i am the kind of guy that always feel like ****, walks around with a fake smile everyday and is always depressed.. im 15, i turn 16 in a half year.. i have been put on anti depression medication a few times and im still on it but it wont work anymore.. All the feelings i carry around everyday is totally KILLING me.. i dont know how long i can go on like this.. If i will feel the same **** everyday for a year or two i wont stand it anymore, im affraid i will start taking drugs or something like that, i have been close to buy weed by a guy i know just to get away from this world and just live in a dreamworld... I did LSD once at a party.. Im in love with a girl that is actually my best friend and i notice that she does not like me more than i friend.. im not self confident enough to try to make her somehow attracted to me or something like that.. i just love her smile, her laugh, everything about her, its making me so frustrated that im affraid to tell her how i feel about her, because im affraid it may **** up our friendship in some way.. Im also stuck in a treatment home for probably over a year more.. been here for 4 and a half months.. Anyone that have been in a similar situation and got out of it? because i dont know how and i really need help with it..

† Christian! † · Accepted Answer

Talk to your doctor and tell them the meds aren't working but also do things that give you purpose and keep you from getting that "what's the point" feeling. Go to church, volunteer, find projects that you can feel good about and be proud of. Just basically get out of the house and keep busy.


Hope that helps, will pray for you

? · Answer

You're not alone! :) there are so many people out here who are just like you, you just haven't realized it yet. I know you probably heard this a lot, but never do drugs. You will never have the life you had again. It's extremely destructive!! As for your girl you like, take a shot at it. Tell her that you  do not want this to ruin your friendly relationship, but you like her more than a friend. See how it goes :)

? · Answer

Im litterally in the exact same situation but im a girl.... im in love with my best friend and he knows it... he used to be in love with me but i dont know what happened and know he has a girlfriend....... 

And its killing me every single day..

and im also extremely depressed and im afraid of what ill do, i got into cutting and i just dont know how to stop.

if you want to just talk and maybe thats just what you need you can email mehhhh.... happinessisbritt@yahoo.com but you dont have to lol....

i hope you get betterr.

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