i want to kill my self :(?

I know how youre feeling. But first. PLEASE GET OFF THE MEDS. they have not been proven to help but they,have been proven that in two control group tests there was a much higher suicide rate when taking antidepressants. ive been on antidepressants before and attempted suicide twice while taking them. Since ive been off them and at least trying to help myself im slowly getting better bit by bit. Take today for example I felt very suicidal and unsafe so I walked up to the hospital and admitted myself im laying in a hospital bed right now and ive had some time to think and they have kept me overnight I am free to go tomorrow afternoon. If you think thats not true and im,making it up im not I posted a question similar to this earlier today on here and im thankful I made the right decision :) to make things better after you get off the meds take up a hobby of ang sort alot of people say artsy stuff but im not into that so I sing and do stuff that makss ME feel good about myself like doing mg makeup nicr just for fun. It helps :) youve come too far to give up now.

I can not feel what you are going through but yes even my answer would be dont do it. It was someone elses mistake so why are bothering yourself. Remove things from your mind, meet as many people as u can with a smile, find a perfect guy for u, such things will take u out of frustation and also help u to start a new life.

Listen, Suicide is NEVER EVER EVER the answer. You need some therapy. If you can't pay for it, try looking for online support groups for rape or any other events you've lived through. Go to a support group in your community. There are people out there who want to help you, and there is always always hope. Please, don't rob the world of a strong person.

If you go on the internet, you can SEARCH for phone numbers to FREE COUNSELORS who can listen to you anytime of the day or night! Go to any search engine and just type in "free counseling hotline"... (I'm not allowed to tell you the numbers because it will violate the Answers Community Guidelines and/or Yahoo! Terms of Service.)

you may think that you want to kill yourself but something has been stopping you so far. its a cry for help for the awful things that happened to you as a child. you need to talk to a rape/abuse centre who can give you the help you need to get better. if you are in the uk i can send you the details of a charity that is amazing with the help they can give.

You have me to talk to. I want to be a means of friendship and comfort for you.

Carver71393@yahoo.com.

Then do it!

It will only be a 6-billion-minus-one-person deal.

Don't do it you will find something you like eg Xbox or something

Ok

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