I have Graves Disease, maybe Cancer?

I have a fine needle biopsy on Friday to find out for sure.

But what I've discovered is that through all of this I don't feel like myself.

I feel depressed, dark, sick, nauseaus, and very lonely.

I don't like myself. I don't know what I want to do with my life or who I am.

I just know that I am not happy, and I am physically and emotionally drained.

Me and my mom aren't getting along, and I don't have a bestfriend to talk to.

The one person that is always there for me is my boyfriend, but I dont like being

negative around him because I dont want to push him away.

Is this normal for Graves Disease? Why is this? What can I do?