terminaltuna

I have a fine needle biopsy on Friday to find out for sure.

But what I've discovered is that through all of this I don't feel like myself.

I feel depressed, dark, sick, nauseaus, and very lonely.

I don't like myself. I don't know what I want to do with my life or who I am.

I just know that I am not happy, and I am physically and emotionally drained.

Me and my mom aren't getting along, and I don't have a bestfriend to talk to.

The one person that is always there for me is my boyfriend, but I dont like being

negative around him because I dont want to push him away.

Is this normal for Graves Disease? Why is this? What can I do?

the price doesnt matter, i just want it to last!

I dont know what I want to major in yet, but it will probably Broadcast Journalism

It's one of the six properties of water.

what is it

for da 2nd time bout 7 hours ago...n i feel a lil nauseas.....shud i be worried?!??!

he nutt twice or more he said...but it wuz in da condom..n it aint break..but im freakin out...HELP

help

me

its

a ton of blood

a gutta one

fo a gang

PLZZ..

one daz gutta

?!?!?! juz wonderin

i frequently use tampons. more than pads. when im ready for sex, will the fact that ive used tampons make sex easier? less painful?

whats something fun to do for an end of the year party? for 13 year olds?

boys and gurrs? im invitin a ton of people and its gotta b throwed so i need help!

i juz wanna kno

the reason that it took him so long to ask me back out was because he started liking my friend. Last nite he told me that for the past 9 days hes been having wet dreams about all 3 of us having a 3 sum. and today...a bunch of my friends told me that he liked my best friend the whole tym and that he only asked me back out because a lot of people told him to. So i asked him. and he said that that WAS the only reason he asked me back out. I love him soo much. I dont know what i shud do. or whats goin on now... :(

ok

well im goin through a lot rite now

lately it seems like everythin is happenenin to me

im mite be bipolar

and my mom is always pissin me off

i miss my dad( he left a LONG Timte ago)

nd my uncle juz died(rite b4 christmas)

the otha nite my mom took my fone up

cux she said i was on too late

but when they gave it bak

they had cutt the service off so i cudnt do anything

den i started lookin @ my text and i noticed that some of them had been opened

then my cuz told me that she had been readin dem @ the b-ball game

i had erased most off dem already

but i was

PISSED

so i told my baby

he was all tryna calm me down

like i wudd so on and on about how mad i was

and hed bust out

i love u

i dont want u mad anymore

and i wud jux melt

then.....i got on my myspace last nite nd and i had gotten a message from him

only it wasnt him it wus his mom!

she was like

Hi Tanya, This is Lawrense's mom. What happened with your mom?

so i told

her

STRAIGHT UP

talkn all ghetto nd erthang

she aint said nothin back but everybody says that i got balls fo doin that

but its watever

im jux confused because

i told stephany that i was scared of lawrenses mama mite b wantin to talk to my mama

MY MOM DOESNT KNO ABOUT LAWRENSE

IM NOT SUPPOSED TO B WITH HIM

OR ANYBODY

if i told her..

shed be angry

shes say she cudnt trust me anymore nd that i wud have to break up with him

cuz family comes first and that i shudnt have lied for some boy..

she wudnt understand what me and lawrense have..

my brother says that i shudnt tell my mom

..cuz i wud get in BIG TROUBLE ..nd that i shud jux brake up with lawrense until we can go bak out freely...(i mite do this! :( )...

stephany says i shud tell my mom...

it aint happenin..

im scared..nd........iono what to do..

but i chicken out everytime i walk past him...i really like him but.....like a ton of girls like him also...so i kno i gotta make ma move now..i always choke up..and im tired of it....help me...iono what to say or nada.....like iono what to bring up...