Now I am in problem again, please help.?

Well, I’m from a South Asian country & my fairness is black. And moreover in our country specially medical students think about fairness moreee than other universities & engineering. And also all girl & boys here do not mix freely. Some do maximum don’t.

But in our colleges guys gets interest to talk to white fairness girls.Okay I got used to it in one year much,firstly I used to get sad on it

And here facebook is the only via in which guys & girls talk. They never talk face to face in class even. Very weird I feel. But I can’t change it alone.

Anyways, so the problem is one of the most beautiful girl in our batch was my side bed-mate for 1 year so we got close.So I also observe many thing.

Well, guys here are veeery interested to talk to her & if possible relation. But she is not going into any relation.But she of course flirt with them much on fb, I mean I know it. She tells me sometimes her & some other guys convo. But ok it’s her personal matter.

But I observed when she is not online then only the guys talks to me otherwise never. I feel to be hurt thinking I’m used just as a time passing element!!! If I don’t reply to them when they say “hi” to me on fb ,then they tell I’m moody. So, I reply to them. But when she comes online they just don’t even talk to me. Isn’t that humiliation? How should I behave then? I feel very neglected. They will tell “she is not beautiful,still she moody?!!! huh” But I don’t like this. What should I do?

I know this is a very stupid post to all of you guys & I’m really really sorry for taking your time. But I wish some courage,some guide from here please. I’m again very very sorry but I am feeling really down for this reason since one year. Please help…anything