Do u still miss your first love?

kinda. I dont know. We both came from wealthy families. She is an heiress of a pretty big business.. much bigger than my parents factory. So I do sometimes have the thought "she and i would have made a really nice power couple in the future"...but... it wasnt to be.

I made the mistake of going to asia and having affairs with asian girls and once i got asian fever.. there was no coming back to the texan hillbilly ashkenazi princess.

I ruined a good thing but.. i ruined it for a better thing: my fiancee (ultimately speaking, that is. there were females before my fiancee).

middle class bred exotic japanese beauty vs average looking jew heiress.

To a 19 year old boy.. this was a fairly easy decision to make. Exotic beauty.

If i had to do it all over again.. i think i might have tried to make that work with my first.

We dated our entire childhood. From puppy love little children to serious "lets get engaged" teens.

I've always had good taste in classy females and she was a good one that got away.

we are still friends but that doesnt mean much now that she is married and has kids.

She has never forgotten my birthday. My own mother forgot my birthday once ("i know your birthday. I just didnt know the date had arrived"). But not my first love.

But like my sister says "how come everytime you talk about her, you talk about her dads business? If she knew how obsessed you are with his business, she'd never have dated you at all"

"bullcrap! she loved my face"

Yes i miss her because... of all the girls i have ever dated... she is destined to become the wealthiest. Her father owns a very successful big business that puts our family business to shame.

So there is this sad part of me that feels like as if i was on a game show and i had to choose one of 3 doors and i'd win the prize behind whichever door i chose and the game show host says "ohhh i'm sorry. Well.. let me show you what you WOULD have won if you had chosen door number ONE. ........ A NEW GIANT BIG BUSINESS with many hundred of employees all ready-made "..... "awwww!"

But at 19... ... Its easy to be a fool.

yes and no. He was my first love so he will always have a special place in my heart. However after getting to know him better years later I realized he was a loser and am very thankful our relationship never went further. Now I am happily married to my best friend for 8 1/2 years

Sometimes I think about him and feel bad about the way it was, but it's been years and we r both married to different people, lol :) I don't miss him because I know now that it was kind of dumb and we didnt know what we were doing at all :) it's sweet and valuable, but nothing to wish for again.

I still have my first and second love. I feel my hands will always be with me.

No...not at all. First loves are not real loves. You usually find your true love in the real world, when you become more focused and mature.

I still sleep with my first love so.

at times i do , i miss her terribly . even shed some tears . but then you gotta move on with your life .

No I have learned to pick better ones

No she headbutted me.

No