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hotaru asked in Social SciencePsychology · 8 years ago

How to commit suicide; best way?

I don't want a speech or people telling me to not do it. My life suck my father is an alcoholic and makes my life an emotional hell I can't concentrate on my studies due to his constant insults and without an education my life means nothing. I wanted to be a doctor but this constant living hell makes it impossible for me to even continue dreaming a futile endeavor. It's nothing more than a pitiful facade, I'm an AP student and I've managed to get really good grades my junior year but the worthless life I live at home caused my freshmen and sophomore GPA to drop very low, 2.3 unweighted. Junior year I got 3.6 unweighted both semesters, but now Mt life is another hell again that I can't deal with anymore I feel like killing him or killing myself.I didn't ask for this God dang life... Why did God give me this unfair life all I've wanted was a normal high school life nothing greedy or ambitious something simple... Why...why... I don't believe in God for that reason, I've asked a million times from the bottom of my heart to change my life even a little but nothing, how worthless, I don't care how good my life will be in the future... It's not worth this suffering, the constant verbal abuse to me and my mother is too much to sacrifice for a mediocre life later on. I just want proof my life will get better...even just a little bit... Without that tiny microscopic evidence... I don't know if my sanity will last... When I was seven a teacher told me suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem I believed that but recently I have confirmed my life has seriously been a permanent problem. I'm tired of this suffering my good future isn't worth my suffering every worthless day... I don't have anything to keep me going but a faint dimming dream. How worthless, I was given a life I didn't ask for, it's unfair no God should allow any human being to live a life not asked for and suffer miserably. I was prepared to study endlessly until I became a doctor I find it futile now

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  • 8 years ago

    Have you thought about getting away from the people that cause you stress?

    Suicide is painful in the effective ways that leave small error chances.

    Speaking from experience, jumping from heights might not do enough damage, drowning takes a long long time and you'll end up getting bored underwater and feel happy after a awhile and come up simply cuz you wanna go do something, cutting is painful and slow, and pills don't always work. Sometimes your body just says "nope, not happening".

    So... Instead of killing yourself, give yourself a goal. Mine is to live with whomever I end up with and travel and see the sights.

    I'm 21 and workin on getting to where I can go live somewhere happily. You should work on that to.

    By the way, I didn't wanna live either, dad drank and abused me, mother verbally abused me for a while.

    Have you tried growing your own food?

    It's a very good alternative to getting a job... Plus it gives you time to learn whatever you wanna learn(languages, physics, chemistry, sociology and psychology for me)

    Source(s): Myself
  • Anonymous
    8 years ago

    Set fire to your hair

    Poke a stick at a grizzly bear

    Eat medicines that’s out of date

    Use your private parts as piranha bait

    Get your toast out with a fork

    Do your own electrical work

    Teach yourself how to fly

    Eat a two week old unrefrigerated pie

    Invite a psycho-killer inside

    Scratch your drug dealer’s brand new ride

    Take your helmet off in outer space

    Use your clothes dryer as a hiding place

    Keep a rattlesnake as pet

    Sell both the kidneys on the internet

    Eat a tube of superglue

    Dress up like a moose during hunting season

    Disturb a nest of wasps for no good reason

    Stand on the edge of a train station platform

    Drive around the boom gates at a level crossing

    Run across the tracks between the platforms

    They may not rhyme but they’re quite possibly

  • 8 years ago

    This is a great place to vent, whine, and get therapy for free. You sound way too intelligent to think that suicide is the way out, it won't be, you may come back into a worse situation, how do you think people are born in Africa with some of the worse conditions in the world? Don't let God test you this way. You can handle this, God, knows how much you can handle, you've made it this far, why quit now? Oh because your dad is an alcoholic, I know it's a big deal for you but some people have it way worse. Unless he's tried to put your mom into a fireplace, or throw her out the window, it seems to me you are in a better place than most people. I know of people who are alcoholics who become physically abusive, to the point of fatally hurting others. If this is the case with your parents call the police, get them involved, maybe this will get him to think. Abuse in this country is not tolerated, and less to a minor.

    I don't know how old you are but you sound literate enough to make sound judgements, becoming a doctor is a sound judgement decision. Which means you're a logical thinker, and logical thinkers, know that suicide is a cop out and an illogical way of thinking.

    The best thing to do, is to avoid being around your dad. Your mom is as much to blame for this abusive behavior, because she accepts it. But you being so smart, should talk to her about why she allows herself to be abused by him, when she doesn't have to take it.

    As for you lock yourself in your room and study. Hangout at the library as late as you can or go to a friends house and stay there, or if you have family nearby stay with them. Look for solutions. One of the things doctors, and people who are professionals do is to look for solutions. If you move out to a friends, problem solved until you find a job, go to the university that's if you're not in one yet. Ignore those people who are your so called parents, and get on with your life.

    My heart goes out to you. I hope you consider my options. Please believe in a God, I will send you angels to look over you.

    Source(s): Sent with Love
  • 8 years ago

    Your life is unfair, so is mine you and I both are trapped, but I no longer want to commit suicide, the devil is the reason why your in this situation he`s the one making your life a living hell, you need to go to a police officer tell them that your father is an alcoholic, and if they don`t believe then get evidence, and if you can`t then leave. But killing yourself is not the answer, theirs more to the world then pain. God crys at your pain, and he wants to be with. You asked God for a change in life, perhaps I am that change I can be friend email me at kiturej@yahoo.com

    But please don`t kill yourself, if you do, then you will let your father, all those who screwed you over win!

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  • 8 years ago

    Oh for Christ's sake man, suck it up. My dad was an alcoholic as well, and he had a gun which had incidents in my house. Your only problem is your dad. Stay away from him as much as you can and stop whining. I had a hard life and I'm just 15 and not once did I think about suicide. People have had it way worse than you and persevered. Now stop being a coward and take problems straight on man. Get a grip.

  • 8 years ago

    Before you do anything rash, I need to advise you that being a doctor is not what it is cracked up to be. A doctor's job is to deal with other people's problems and the staff are worse than the patients because they want you to cope with complex problems that they cannot. You will meet doctor colleagues that are competitive narcissists, far worse than your wretched father. Finding a way of improving the relationship with your father might help your current misery and teach you approaches helpful to a medical career. It won't be easy. Big tasks are best conquered in small steps.

    Source(s): My life as a doctor with mentally ill and destructive parents.
  • 8 years ago

    Stand up to your Family! Suicide is never the answer

    Try mediation be in your happy place

  • Anonymous
    8 years ago

    I know you said , you don;t want people to tell you not to ... But don't commit suicide , God knows what his doing , you lost faith in him ,pray to him , but don't just look for him when you need him , Don't worry it WILL get better , but never lose faith in him , pray everynight

  • 8 years ago

    this is proof god does not exist.

  • 8 years ago

    CALL CHILD SERVICES. RUN AWAY. DO SOMETHING

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