Should I just kill myself?

Kids teenagers are cruel. they pick on the weak or isolated to make themselves feel better because THEY HAVE ISSUES AND LOW SELF ESTEEM!

DONT LET THEM WIN

i know of a girl that like you was bullied but now a glamourous stunning lawyer. Shes making a fortune!

Know that this is temporary. You will get stronger and recover.

Boyfriends will come and go.. wait for that SPECIAL man who will be mature successful and adore you.

Know that the person who died feels no pain only the surviving do... so accept and realuze you cant change it.

Considering your emotions and the bullying youre a bright young lady.

Go to college Walk with a posture walk with your head up and dont have scared look in your eyes. Open your mouth and speak up to bullies without getting into trpuble.

Take up boxing to release anger make you fitter and confident.

Focus. EDUCATION SPORT PARTIME WORK

save for a little island holiday. FOCUS.

DONT LET IDIOTS CONTROL YOUR LIFE AND YOUR FUTURE.

Bullies are scum.

people are just awful! Screw the haters and just be yourself!! and you have a whole life ahead of you still!!! Don't end it yet! and i'm 17 and in my last year of high school and never had a boyfriend before, in fact there are tons of people i know who've never dated before. so don't let that get to you, because someone out there will find you attractive and you just hadn't met the right person yet! And you certainly haven't messed up because the marks that really matter are the ones when get when you're going to apply for college. because those are the ones they really look at, trust me i know someone who was able to get into a good college and the for the first three years of high school the highest mark they got was a d. And for their last year most of my marks were c's. but If your going in to be a lawyer or doctor you will need A's. Depending on the school, you still could get in if you have b's. plus i myself have a c average, and was told i could go to university! but i want to get into animation or illustration so that's probably why. And your not a lone i'm here for ya gurl!!! And there are people out there who do care about you! you may not see it right now, but there are! And i care about you! And try not to think about the past so much and focus on your future instead. Picture yourself getting into the college you want to go to, and getting the job you want to get and it certainly will come true! you just have to put the effort in. Good luck!

You matter.. you might not see it now. But your whole life is waiting for you.. Their is always a purpose to everyone's life, you just see yourself right now. and you don't see the whole picture.

no matter what you think.. you touch others peoples lives.. a smile can save a life.. Maybe you might want to look outside of yourself.. and stop comparing yourself to other people. You are an individual and their is no one like you. You have a challenge before you. The choices you make, yes you will determine your future.. once you believe in yourself. your life will become much less complicated. You have to stand up for yourself. you are worth it and even though I don't know you.

you are worth it and you are loved. Its not going to be easy, but it is going to be worth it. Those people who picked on you. Rise above them. Don't let them win.. you are valuable and precious in God sight.. He will never leave or nor forsake you.. You just by writing this are a brave person.. and if you feel like you need other help mentally see about getting a therapist.. they can help you a lot.

They listen and they have awesome skills to help you live a more positive life.. just give them a chance and by the way.. Thank you for writing.. I believe in you.. grades don't matter half of the people that made America great didn't even go to school.. and they felled in a lot of things but one thing made them great was, when they fell they got back up and tried again. and sometimes they had to do that hundreds of times.. you are never a looser when you try.. Live your life and don't let the actions of other people make you down.. eventually in life.. they wont matter.. take care..M

I am also getting confused. Pl. therefore excuse me. I am sorry, I am not able to guess anything in a correct way. My mind goes in different wrong directions, when I think seriously about your health. Don't think seriously if you have already surrendered your mind to your sweetheart.

Moreover it depends. There are different solutions for different type of such problems. First of all, please tell whether this is a self-created confusion or not. Secondly, do you doubt that some mischief monger might have played witchcraft. Thirdly do you have any apprehension that your enemy must have done something. Or have you ever been cursed. By the way do you believe curse. I am also having some serious doubt whether it is due to victimization, harassment or intimidation.

There are only two best solutions for this. Either I have to come there just to verify, observe or investigate certain important things pertaining to your existing health conditions and also I am inquisitive to know about your other miscellaneous social, financial and health problems.

Or, in the meanwhile, if you are in great hurry, there is no harm in your consulting a professionally qualified doctor. Take proper and regular treatment. That is what is required to be done in such critical junctures. Don't give complete freedom to others to know about your secrets. It is sufficient, if you don't deactivate your own mind and get unnecessarily confused like this.

Moreover, it is impossible for any person to think deeply about his right step or wrong step, if he has lost the mind to think. Please find out if anybody else - some good Samaritan neighbor is ready to think on your behalf and help you.

I think people don't talk about you and don't think you're ugly. You, yourself, planted this seed in your brain and you keep feeding it with your negative thoughts. You need your self-esteem back. Let the past be just what it is the past. File it way back in your brain and leave it there. We have all gone through extremely horrid times in our life; you need to let go of it and move on. Don't use it as an excuse and feel sorry for yourself. That was then, and now is NOW. Think positive, and positive people and positive things will happen to you.

You need to change your thinking, and that you must do for yourself; as no one can do it for you. You are the one that is in control of your life, no one else.

You want a miserable life, keep being negative about everything.

You want to be happy, think positive for you have a lot to be thankful for.............you just don't see it. Come out of that bubble and live, not mourn about what happened last month or 3 years ago...that is gone.

I have gone through a similar thing but at a waayy younger age.

From what you say about yourself here, you seem like a pretty good person and I would love to be your friend.

Bottom line, don't kill yourself. That is the worst thing you can do.

You are still young, you haven't lived life yet, keep going. Just ignore anyone who you deem negative and make friends. The past is just that, the past. If you keep comparing it to today, you will just depress yourself. Don't do it.

I mean what would you rather hear:

Here lies____ she was bullied and had a messed up life and killed herself. She will be missed.

Or

Here lies____ who even though was builled and had a messed up life, kept on going and fought until the very end. She is an inspiration to us all.

Hey there.

I'm with you. I'm a 14 year old nerd, I get bullied a lot, no friends, and I have depression. I've even tried to kill myself. Please don't do it. The feeling that you are about to die is the worst. I was rushed to the hospital, it was scary! Life will get better! Just study hard, and you'll get the grades. You have to work for them. Id also recommend finding a passion. For me, I feel better when I read comics, workout, and read science textbooks. I don't know anything about you, but I'm sure there is something out there that you love. Find it, and if it makes you happy, do it. And for the friend problem, I just learnt card tricks and I go to the mall and do the tricks in random people. It seriously gets great reactions, and I have a few contacts now. Do something similar to meet people. You need to get out of your comfort zone, and meet the right people. It's important to be around people that relate to you. If you like dance, join a class, meet people there.

Noooooo! Don't! Never think of doing something like that. Jesus loves you!