I am joining the marines soon and my girlfriend broke up with me?

I'm well aware 4 years is a long time. I wouldn't want her to be alone. I want whats best for her.

What's painful to me is all the promises she made to me. She said she would wait. She said she never wanted to be with anyone else.

I told her promises are easy to make. I wanted to break up not to go through this. What I find the most melancholy is all the promises she made. All the plans we had.

I wanted to give this girl everything. Now I have to let her go.

I have to stay in the same town with her for a couple more months. The thought of seeing her us unbearable as I think I'd get my eyes watery in front of her.

It has been almost a week now. Every day I go through places and see how I don't have her anymore. She was my first girlfriend and I never wanted anything more than to make her happy.

It's not the fact that she left. It's how she made me promises how she made me an illusion that shell always be mine. Then in the last minute she decided not to.