Please Help me with my life, ideas on a change?

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I've been so miserable lately, so depressed that I can't do anything productive and I've been skipping classes like 4 times a week, or a full week of school. I go to a community college and I'm almost done with my AA, I just need next quarter and I'm done.

However, I feel like I cannot go on like this. I am taking a quarter off. During those 3 months I plan to shut myself away from everything, friends, facebook, internet, and work. I wanna stay at home (parent's home) and read

I was an A student. I was even afraid to skip classes before, but right now, I just don't care. 
I want to quit my barely above minimum wage. I work as a back up MOD and a front end supervisor at a retail store for a year, and i'm so sick. But I cannot quit because I have $4,000 in credit card debt.

I'm so miserable, I feel like I could come up with paying half or more of my debt if I sell or my designer stuff I have.

I'm also soo depressed about my weight. i'm 180 lbs and 5'8. i wear a size 14, and 3 years ago, I wear a size 10 and I was feeling so much better.

What should I do? What are the things I can do with my 3 month break from civilization? I feel bad for my friends, how can i tell them that i dont want to talk to them for 3 months??? I really need to get away..

Thanks 10 points

Anonymous · Answer

Seems like you need some weed. But seriously, depression is a slump that only a few things have helped me grasp an edge over the last few months. My Paranoia caused my depression which also makes me anti-productive and procrastinating (I'm supposed to be doing work right now). A Girl I really think I have feelings for, she ain't "Beautiful" or "Sexy, she ain't "Smart" or "Controlled", and is "Crazy" to all my friends, but I am pretty sure I like her. Anyway, one day I was thinking of her, and for the first time in two months, I just smiled, and held it for a good half a hour, and smiled randomly the rest of the week. I think you need someone to help you emotionally, someone you like, someone to go after. Good luck and if that doesn't work, I advise the Happy Hippie Herb.

Neen · Answer

Its natural to go though these depression, but in the real world when you grow older and not living with your parents anymore you have to get over it and worry about bigger stuff in live.

Do you really want to mess up your future now because you don't like your looks or weight. Dose it matter what you look like? No! No one cares what you look like so make something of your self and get back to being a straight A student.

Only you can do it, no one else.

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Please Help me with my life, ideas on a change?

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