Does anybody even care about me?

please read the whole thing to understand

I feel like everybody hates me. I know you all want true facts from my life, and I can name all the times evrybody was just treating me like crap.

1.) I was getting food and my brother threw a fork at me and the pointy end hit my eye socket. it hurt like hell and I yelled at my brother. my mom heard me yelling and slapped me across the face. she didnt even care my brother threw the fork at me

2.) at lunch I was sitting with a group of friends and they all got up to leave. I was about to tag along and I heard one of my best friends say to somebody "hey, try to get (my name) to stay here. we're all sick of her being around us." and I was right behind her when she said it

3.) I was going to the kitchen to get food, and I heard my mom talking to my dad about how I was so cute when I was a todler but now im so ugly

4.) Pretty much every single one of my friends have their ways of trying to push me away. even my best friends. most the time I hear them say something about keeping me away, and other times I notice they run around a lot, but one of my guy friends told me he was talking to one of the girls she she told him they were running to get away from me, and were hoping I wouldnt find them if they run fast enough

and a lot more...I feel like everybody hates me...wat should I do? I feel like doing nothing about this but I dont wanna live like this forever. now I have nobody to hang out with. when im walking around alone I even notice my old friends staring at me and whispering+laughing