yahoo what should i do please help?

There are different types of help. Moral help, intellectual help, spiritual help, social help, financial help, medical help, etc. Moreover, there is something called positive help which earns merit and virtue. Simultaneously negative help is a sin. I mean one should not misguide or mislead weaker sections of society. Some people ask for help when it is really deserving and legitimate. Some people just pretend and fictitiously ask for help, even though, it is all mischievous. It is difficult to distinguish everything clearly. On should not adopt illegitimate approach which is not in accordance with accepted highest level of moral standards. Also one should not drag innocent people in controversial issues.

If you are serious about your mental health problems and if it is genuine, then it is for you to take some or the other drastic steps in right direction immediately without fail. Consult a professionally qualified doctor and take proper and regular treatment. You will be fine soon. I honestly and sincerely pray for your good health.

The word crazy bothers me because it gives the image of someone walking down the street talking to themselves about the pony they never got as a child and the laughing and crying while cursing. You have some problems but since your boyfriend does not believe you, you must be very good at dealing with them. I read of a method where you confront the voices and tell them why doing what they say is no good. The voices do originate in your head so it is you who has to convince them to stop. It has cured a number of people, or at least helped them. I may have seen it on you tube. Please don't hurt yourself because even with some problems a lot of people love you. Good Luck!