what should i do please help?

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so im 19 going on 20 in two more month and I was thinking about turning to drinking because I be depressed most time I just had a bud light but didn't drink all of it I also thought about going back to cutting myself as well its been almost 3 years since I haven't cut myself im trying to stay out of the hospital im schizophrenic I hear and see things im hearing voiced right now telling me to hurt myself I have depression, anxiety, and a bad case of paranoia I think people are out to kill me my psychiatrist and therapist knows these things about me but I think my psychiatrist is trying to kill me though she put me on medication to keep me calm she thinks its my paranoia making me think she is trying to kill me I don't think so I don't trust her like that but shes a good doctor to me she never let me down she did nothing wrong its just my thinking but I don't know what to do at times what should I do please help and please no negative comments I also have low self esteem I think im crazy for real cause have a lot of mental issues and people treat people with mental issues wrong I saw it when I was in the hospital

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also I think of horrible things when my voices tell me to hurt other people I most times have suicidal thoughts but wont turn that way and also I just need serious help

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make sure you tell your therapist all of these things you cant let the delusions get to you try and fight them don't hurt yourself or anybody return to the hospital get another medication try and stay calm you have to try and avoid delusions as hard as it may be you cannot give up there's people out there dying and suffering and they don't give up nether should you don't drink it will make things worse stay away from alcohol and drugs talk with whoever you live with about this get help here are some suicide and other crisis hotlines please get help love people don't hurt them they are trying to help you

National Adolescent Suicide Hotline 
 800-621-4000

United States: 
 1-800-273-TALK 
 1-800-309-2131 
 1-800-SUICIDE

United Kingdom: Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK - local rate) 
 Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92 (UK minicom) 
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 Hotline: 1850 60 90 91 (ROI minicom)

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 +1 (905) 688 3711 
 +1 (905) 459 7777 
 +1 800 465 4442 
 +1 (905) 433-1121 
 +1 (905) 877-1211

Australia Hotline:

•Lifeline 24 hour crisis support -13 11 14 
•Suicide Prevention Foundation (24/7) - 1800 HOLDON (1800 465 366) 
•Suicide Callback - 1300 659 467 in every State (available 24 hours a day)

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 Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696 
 Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433 
 Self Harm Hotline: 1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288) 
 LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255 
 Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386 
 Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438 
 Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673 
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You&#x27;re on Yahoo answers so you&#x27;re desperate for help. Right now even though it&#x27;s hard...trust your doctor.  You&#x27;re unfortunately not the healthiest right now. In order to make it better you&#x27;re going to have to get medication. Many people take medicine.  Trust the process and let the doctor help you.

Littlewhitelies · Answer

You need to make sure she knows the extent of your psychiatric problems so she can help you best x

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