i'm not sure what to do with my life?

Well first off get your license because your going to have to get around. And you can start college as 'general studies' where you can start getting all the classes over with that you have to take for mostly every degree. Maybe you will get the idea of what you want to do during this time or you can even take some classes or read some books about different areas until you find something that interests you.

Try and save money by getting a small job then get your license and try and may be get a flat or something close at a cheap rent, life is really hard when you have to face reality not much you can do about it im afraid all you can do is try do some googling and find a car appartment and job ect then do it bit by bit and youll be there in no time:) i agree with every one elses answers to

lol it's not pathetic at all that you don't know what you want to do. it's okay a lot of people are stuck in this same situation. just enroll in college for something you're interested or anything. just to make yourself feel good and you can always switch majors so yeah. as for your license you definitely need them go get your temps. TAKE IT SLOW THOUGH. one step at a time no need to rush and stress yourself out. like do one thing this week like go get your temps or enroll in school then give it a week and follow through get your license. or take it even slower if you want it doesn't matter. it's your life nobody else can tell you how to live your life and be happy. you have to find what makes you happy. so if none of this makes you happy don't do it. it's completely okay just don't give up on your life cause you haven't started it. goodluck with finding yourself.

I concur with Henry's answer.