Interesting insight on my birthchart?

It doesn't let me post barely anything in the update lol so I am seeing if I can add more here. Re: Saggi MC

Thanks for your post! You are actually the main reason I posted here lol as I see you generously and wisely, knowledgeably post on many people's inquiries, though I do not come here often. well also I just felt like it was time..

I used a birthchart pic I had saved, in its normal size it is clear enough, I also left my birth data up just in case the chart was inadequate.

That's interesting about the Aries point and no I hadn't heard of it before. so does that mean that my 4 points, the MC, IC, AC and DC are all at Aries Point then, in addition to planets I have conjunct there such as my Neptune? I guess Neptune is the only one within 2 degrees since my Sun is at 4 Libra and my Jupiter 4 Capricorn.

I also didn't pay that much attention to my Sun being square Neptune, as I moreso concentrated on the Sun being square Jupiter since it's almost exact both at 4 degrees. I know my Neptune is very square my Ascendant in the sign it rules too.. that's true about missing parents. My dad was the typical delinquent child support type, well they divorced when we were around 8 or 10, and then we'd see him just a time or a few a year depending on the year.. sometimes more than others, but typical enough for the mostpart. and we were never close so.. then after 14 we moved to another city and my mom stayed at her boyfriend's most of the time. and now I realize that I feel she never really supported or encouraged or believed in me. well I know this isn't meant to be a therapy session lol sorry, just trying to explain and justify what you said. I've also been rather troubled for most of my life, and am becoming enlightened now and have learned a lot of excellent useful stuff, but still am lost in ways. I wrote a lot of poetry when I was younger that I guess fits the identity crisis theme.

As for my Neptune MC, I am very drawn to 'magical' type things, and fantasy for sure. I also really want to save the world, and have a more practical placement of Mercury in Virgo in the 6th house, so I like to think it's not all just pipe dreams.. I've learned a lot of valuable information about healing and health, nutrition, but also more esoteric type healing, or using the senses or body or mind energy to heal, and so on.. I feel I could heal pretty much anyone from pretty much anything, if given the opportunity and they did what I said. I've been searching for magical cures (to address mental issues, as I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression and ocd when I was 14, and then put on horrible evil antidepressant pills) for over a dozen years, and have found many but finally understand the physical foundation needs to be addressed first. well anyways, so I see ailing people and feel for them but know they could be healed rather easily too.. but my life ideally must also contain other kinds of magical stuff, like colors and beauty, creativity and art, nature, imagination, entertainment.. I'm 29 and not sure what I can do with my life yet, but am learning a lot, which is what I spend most of my active time on. There isn't a singular thing I can devote my life to, it will have to be something that involves imagination and hopefully healing. I also like to think I'm a great judge, and could do well with mediation or advising or something, but these are not really practical careers that actually exist lol, and I've not been good at actually making things happen or creating tangible ways for myself.. as you said when younger, I wanted to be a movie star when I was in grade school, I remember dressing up for it on a career day, then I gave that up when the anxiety set in more.. which I realize now is multi-faceted but now see the physical toxicity I poisoned myself with has to be dealt with before any of the other techniques I've learned about can work as they should.

hmm so I guess that my Mars conjunct Neptune and maybe the Neptune up at Midheaven could be partially why I've been so ineffective at actually making something of my life.. I am also lazy in ways tho, and have like no energy literally.. I'm not very well because of previous lifestyle choices, with the antidepressants for almost a decade, and toxic food and beverage, etc.. which not everyone will believe me about, but I think with the Pisces Ascendant is makes me more sensitive to damaging substances too. I've made many changes to my life in the last couple years, but I need to do a grand detoxification plan and it kind of requires money, and then dedication and motivation I'm lacking.

I am also in my Saturn return.. the second half of it as Saturn is retrograde at 17 degrees and my natal Saturn is 13 degrees. Thanks for bringing up my unaspected Saturn too.. but there is a minor aspect that is almost exact I noticed, um it's 45 degrees from Neptune and Midheaven, and 135 from Ascendant? what do you think about that? also my Uranus is totally unaspected? except there are some close aspects with some asteroids, and opposition Chiron. Yes I think those two planets are still unaspected generally tho, it's interesting what is said about Uranus too, and speaks on my life with some insecurities and whatnot. all right, well sorry I talked more about my personal life and not that much about Astrology in my reply.. Thanks for your special post and attention, it is really appreciated, what you do for me, and everyone here on Yahoo Answers. ♥

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