Where can I get antidepressants without a prescription?

Don't take antidepressants without prescription. This is really bad idea, especially since you also have somatic symptoms. Go to your regular doctor, he should be able to screen you for depression and also mention other symptoms you are having. Sometimes mental issues can manifest itself into real physical symptoms, but you need to go to the doctor and check that out.

You can't.

You can't get them without a prescription, but there are natural remedies like St Johns Wort, and exercise can help as well

Not clear. You are trying to confuse me.

Imagine. There is no limit for imagination. There is no restriction for your imagination and there is no control for your imaginations.

For example, imagine like this: "Having bathed in the water of the mirage, and having put a crown of sky flowers on his head, there goes the son of a barren woman, armed with the bow of hare's horn".

Soren Kierkegaard in his quote has said: "There are two ways to get fooled. One is to believe what is not true; and the other one is to refuse to believe what is real."

Then please reconsider the whole episode from mental health point of view. Is it necessary for you to unsettle your mind and get confused like this.

you can not. see a doctor for a prescription.