Am I clingy? Or is this normal?

I'm 19, I met this guy in February we Started and dating around march and it's September now so it's been a small while. He's 4 years older than me.

I'm pretty happy, he's not really the greatest financially which I do wish he was better in for himself though not for me. And he's not uber hot but I find him irresistible and like him for him. He's always nice and welcomes me.

He told me he loved me first and it took me a bit to say it back. But I feel I do love him a lot even if we were just friends. However he says I'm not but I miss him a lot, not badly but it's just all the time I long to be with him I guess.

I don't get to See him normally because I'm at home a lot. It's because my parents don't like me being out and think I'm wasting my life but I don't like home because of how dysfunctional my family is. My mom is depressed and constantly wants me around but it makes me depressed because she doesn't try to help herself. All my family does is bicker and when we do get along I just don't fit in. I haven't for a long time before dating my bf I'm usually alone in my room or always by myself.

So I find myself missing my boyfriend a lot and I fear I'm clingy. I don't text super much but I wish I could see him more often and he wishes the same. I complain occasionally about him cause he gets to hang out with his friends a lot and actually do stuff but I'm at home unable to. So I get kinda mad but don't mean to.

Am I clingy?