Nervous about HIV test results..?

I got my blood drawn for HIV yesterday & I've been freaking out ever since. I had my last test done March 26 2014 (about 8 weeks since having sex with my ex the first time), but I was with my ex & had sex one more time 2 months after the test was done. It was negative. I had sex twice with another guy, one time without protection & he pulled out before he ejaculated & one time with a condom. I explained all this to the practitioner at my doctor's office & she said I should be fine & not to worry, but I have anxiety & I'm still freaking out. In my heart of hearts I know that regardless of the test results, life will go on. But that 'what if' is always there. Anything to ease my mind or occupy it at least? Thanks :)