why is my boyfriend so rude to me? If I don't do something PERFECTLY, he harasses me about it. He doesn't just say it once, he says it 10x?

You are too young to realize it, buy you are in an abusive relationship and nothing about it has anything to do with love.

This boy does not make you happy and you do not have the power to change who he is.

You may believe you love him and you may be afraid to lose him because you don't want to be alone, but the fact of the matter is that he does not love you and he does not respect you.

I would advise you to do everything you can to slowly back out of this relationship because you don't realize it, but it is already over.

Your "boyfriend" has severe anger issues and is very insecure. As a result, he wants to control you. You know it. He seems like the jealous type who will try to separate you from your friends and family in the course of time.

Be smart and listen to me. He is trouble. You know he is but you may think you love him and you just don't see this for what it really is. A very dysfunctional relationship that will never, ever, make you happy.

Time to move on. Some people make the mistake of believing such behavior will improve if you get married. It doesn't. Whatever your BF does that annoys you now will annoy you even more if you get married. Cut your losses, move on. Life is too short to be with someone who doesn't respect you and thinks it's ok to act like a child. And treat you like one.

Sounds like a good reason to break up.

Have you considered the possibility that you could do better than this schmuck?