Is it a bad thing that I m not afraid to push anyone out of my life anymore?

Recently me and my best friend got into an argument and she shared all the things she didn t like that I said or did and put a lot of the blame on me over very small things. I didn t share all of the things that ticked me off about her because I felt there was no point. I passive aggressively told her whatever and brushed it off. But I know that I m going to start to push her away now. The problem is that I m not guilty because of it.

This is what happens every time with people and me. Not just her. Me and her have been best friends for a short time- about 7 months or so. But anyone who has significantly hurt me while I already had negative emotions about them, I push them away and eventually cut them off.

I feel guilty for not being guilty. I don t feel bad for moving on and moving past people (especially since I m currently in a transition in my life right now) and I don t feel bad for moving away in a year (to which I told no one) and leaving everyone behind. Is that a bad thing? I love people and meeting new people but I feel like a terrible person because I DON T feel like a terrible person. Does that makes sense? **** I write a lot, sorry, hahah. But anyways, any feedback would be lovely. Thank you xx