no job, no money, no education, no hope? im so lost what do i do.?

Im so confused on what to do. I moved out of home on december just before christimas after i got into a violent altercation with one of my brothers.This isnt the first time. I v had fights be4 with my other siblings,except this time i was done with being abused and physically bullied by them. I am now living in a sharehouse.I feel so much more happier. I still dont have a job, because no one wants to hire me.My money is running out, i used to have a savings and now theyre running out.I refused to go back home because its just going to be the same drama again.People are just gonna physcallya assault me and expect me to deal with it as tho i am a child tha tneeds disciplining even tho i am nearly 24!! mY BROTHERabused me badly and i am so angry right now as im typing. My mom OF COURSEwas on his side, as always. She says that I AM the problem. N it makes me wanna go crazy becoz she will never admit it when my older siblings do wrong and never takes my side EVER!! it was horrible that for the first two months i kep having nightmares and sometimes i would stay up till 9am in the monring because i didnt want to sleep. Right now all my cash is almost gone, i went to a huge shopping centre a month ago and took my resume to every store, but they just didnt seem like they wanted to give me a job. I feel like ill never get a job. Three months ago i was wrking at a restaurant and the boss was very arrogant and abuseive, like my family. What do i do? i wanna die,thats my only solution.