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My body is a mess. I have scars every where, i have really bad droopy lips every time i talk people just stare at it. I dont look attractive when i wear lip gloss or lipsticks at all, i just look like a clown. Top lip is HUGEE, and bottom lips is super small. I also have other problems with my body, its not life threatning, but its stops me from living a normal life. I cannot wear normal clothes like normal ppl, im always in longs pants and long jumpers in summer and i want that to change. I need money to fix my body, but where can i get the money from? currently i get government assistant. About $1200 per month. I know ill be able to find a job after i fix my face, i look scary thats why i cant find a job now. I need at least 12-15grand to fix my body.

Im so confused on what to do. I moved out of home on december just before christimas after i got into a violent altercation with one of my brothers.This isnt the first time. I v had fights be4 with my other siblings,except this time i was done with being abused and physically bullied by them. I am now living in a sharehouse.I feel so much more happier. I still dont have a job, because no one wants to hire me.My money is running out, i used to have a savings and now theyre running out.I refused to go back home because its just going to be the same drama again.People are just gonna physcallya assault me and expect me to deal with it as tho i am a child tha tneeds disciplining even tho i am nearly 24!! mY BROTHERabused me badly and i am so angry right now as im typing. My mom OF COURSEwas on his side, as always. She says that I AM the problem. N it makes me wanna go crazy becoz she will never admit it when my older siblings do wrong and never takes my side EVER!! it was horrible that for the first two months i kep having nightmares and sometimes i would stay up till 9am in the monring because i didnt want to sleep. Right now all my cash is almost gone, i went to a huge shopping centre a month ago and took my resume to every store, but they just didnt seem like they wanted to give me a job. I feel like ill never get a job. Three months ago i was wrking at a restaurant and the boss was very arrogant and abuseive, like my family. What do i do? i wanna die,thats my only solution.

my neice is 6years old, her parents have been smoking in front of her since she was a baby and now as a result she has breathing problems. her dad is worst father in the world, he is selfish and one time beat her up with a belt very violently and her mom is horrible selfish and horrible person in general. im concerned about her health, shes always breathing really loudly like shes really struggling, the way she breath is NOT normal, its scary almost. What should i do? She lives with her grandmom and her dad lives there also. Her mom lives at another house with her new family but she still a bad mother.

I got into violent fight with my oldest brother who is nothing but a woman basher and a loser.He hit me because he thought i was being disrespectful towards him but i wasnt.I'm an ADULT but he thinks he has the right to beat me like a child becuz hes older. First of all hes not even a role model and doesn't act like an older brother, he has 5kids by different women and his kids all from different nationalities, and doesn't care about them. He beat me with his bare his and was going to beat me with a belt but i ran and called the cops. I filed a police report and i have to go to court to send him to jail, i HOPE he goes to jail. I was really upset and angry i couldn't think straight plus i had my mom talking in my ear. My mom was angry that i called the cops and says i have to move out or drop the charges against mybrotha. I chose to moved out. I packed my stuff and started looking for a place to stay and and i found a room to rent. I now feel bad about leaving home because i love my house and i love the free rent, food lol, tv and,my family. But i dont want to become a violent of domestic abuse again. Picked me up and dropped me violently, i was shocked becoz all that because of SMALL argument? I was DISGUSTED and lost respect. Hes very EVIL and has ANGER issues,he is NOT A HUMAN. Hes not home anymore coz i have a restraining order against him. Hes beaten every female in my family in the past,hes abusive and thinks hes a God. Should i go back home or stay where i am for good?

I was contacted by a restaurant owner. I was interviewd an i was asked to come for training the following week. I was excited, but that excitement was short lived. I was there for about a week only. I badly needed a job. Boss was very ARROGANT and full of himself. He was always singling me out during the traning and always trying to embrass me and make me feel like im stupid. Anyway, i stil worked hard to impress, i did everything i was asked to do. Then one day in the middle of cleaning and setting up restaurant, he called me and told me i could go home because there wasnt a lot of work to do. He saw i was doing something and was buisy but he didnt care, anyway i went home. The next day the restaurant officially opened. I got sent home on my first official day of working. He told me i wasnt working hard enough and then confused himself and said hes sending me home becoz theres not a lot of work to do. I think he just wanted to get rid of me for whatevea reason. I went home and i wanted to cry but i didnt. My feelings were hurt. Weeks later they sent me a letter saying they fired me.Anyway, i was there for one week including training and they didnt pay me not even one cent and im very angry. I spend a LOT of money on buying uniform for work. I spend money on fuel. Woke up every morning, and worked my butt off to impress and in the end got NOTHING ,NO MONEY. Its almost christmas and i dont have any money to spend. i am really angry and i feel they just used me like a slave.

i find it hard to defend myself sometimes and i want to change that but i dont know how. People are just horrible these days and just mistreat other people because of their weight, appearance in general. How do i deal with that, im not over weight but i am just saying. How do you deal with ignorance and arrogance? I experience this daily, i dont know how to verbally tell someone to get lost or change their attitudes or stop being a bully. I am not very outgoing and im not a talkative person. Any advice would be appreciated.

i started working at this brand new restaurant tht opened, new staff, new place, new everythin. I got sent home by the boss both today and yesterday he sent me home early as well. He said it was because i wasnt doing my job properly and that i am always on my phone and other crap thats not really that big of a deal, he just wanted to pick on me. Yes i was on my phone checking my roster. It only happened one time when it was the start of my shift, there was no customrs and all the other staff members were standing around 2 doin nothing, sumtimes on their phones 2. Its very quiet restaurant even the boss himself was doing nothing. Anyway, he sent me home early today and i was glad becoz i was just in the kitchen cleaning pots and polishing stuff, just like he told me to. i just don like the reason he sent me home because i did everythin i was asked to do. He said my job was 2 help the kitchen staff and i was doing exactly that. I am a food runner. I wasnt the only food runner in the place tho, there was other food runners and they were standing around in the bar area also doing nothing. He told me i should go home and think about if i want to work there. Should i just quit and look 4 another job? I feel unwanted, i dont like how he singles me out and tries to find something wrong with me. I really don't need this kind of treatment. I only have 1thousand dollars in my bank account right now. i don know how long it will last me for. pls help!

I passed my driving test and its been maybe 2weeks since i hv passed, and i badly want to buy aCar already so i could go out and drive before i forget all my driving skills. It took me almost a year to learn all the road rules etc,I have never had a single driving lesson from any of myfamily members.They dont care! When myinstructor used to come to pick me up my mom would complain to me and tell me that im wasting money.But what choice did i have at that time, none of my family members wanted to teach me. There are 4adults in the house. ALL of them had cars and drivers license. Where i live, i have to walk 30mins to catch a bus, so I stay at home 24/7 like a prisoner because 30minute walk everyday is painful. my dream is to buy a car so i can leave the house and do stuff. I was very happy when i passed my driving test it was my second try. My mom owes me couple of grand that she borrowed but i dont know when she will give it back. I have showed her at least 5 cars that were really great. i showed her a car, it waz a 2000, i forgot what model it was, and she said that one was too old. Another car was really pretty, it had low kms, well maintained and new, only 10years old but she said it was too expensive, it was only 5K.I feel like borrowing few bucks, and just go behind her back and buy myself a car. i dont want to do it that way because it seems childish or something a teen would do. She wants me to go to a car auction, but shes been saying that for MONTHS!! Whut shud i do?

I am really interesting in retail and fashion. I want a job in a boutique but its hard to find one. I cant get a job ANYWHERE and NO ONE wants to hire me because I lack experience but also BECAUSE I AM PETITE (Small) and I AM BLACK. I decided recently to start volunteering at some OpShop just to get experience, but i dont really enjoy it that much there and I feel like Im wasting time there. Im thinking maybe i should do a makeup course, because im into beauty stuff as well, and if i dont gain employment at the end of it, i can always start a small bridal business. My issue is, i dont want to spend 8THOUSAND DOLLARS on a course, what if i dont end up liking it. Especially at the moment, I dont feel like studying right now. I dont know the work involved, and i dont want to get up every morning and travel to the city to get to the makeup school. I feel like i have wasted so much time already, iv been sitting at home for months doing absolutley nothing and im sick of it. My life is going nowhere, i feel stuck. I1 dont know what to do.

They say there is only two places humans will go once they die. Hell for bad people and Heaven for God worshipping perfect people. But what about those who are in the middle? The ones that arent perfect but are still good peopel. what about those who are alread living a miserable life? Those who have been abused , bullied , etc? The victims? Do they go to hell too? I think its not fair tht the God doesnt really give you much option. Either you worship him and go to heaven, or dont worship him and end up goin to hell, even if your a good person. You have to worship him, thats your only way to get to heaven. I think its unfair. Where would all the jews that died in the hollocaust go? The black people that were enslaved by white man and murdered and raped? What about the native americans that were killed? What about all children caught in wars etc, will all these people go to hell to. Isnt all this chaos and mmisery on earth already enough hell for humans? Why is God soo cruel. What kind of God is he?

somedays i spend 100per month and other times 50-70 a month on make up products, like brushes, eyeshadows, primers, make up bags, eyeliners, bu the foundations i buy only every 4months or something, i buy mutilple jars/bottles etc. I heard you cant use eyeliners for more than 3months etc, so i have to buy more than once. What about you guys?

I am literally addicted to makeup, i am subsribed to a lot of beauty gurus on youtube, i wacth makeup tutorials day and night, i read about it, and i am always on makeup pages on facebook, its like an addiction this is one of my favorite pages>>>

https://www.facebook.com/pages/%E1%83%A6-Make-Up-i...

i am not crazy lol, i am just a girl that loves makeup!

i am just wondering where did brazialians get the money to built stadiums and stuff? I heard Brazil isnt exactly a rich nation. There are a lot of people poor than there are rich peopel there? If it was there own money they used to built the stadium, why dont they do the same thing next year, except use that money on the poor people instead? i hope my question makes sense :/

i have bad scars on my thigh from an accident when i was a child. I dont remember it, but the scar looks really scary and painful looking. It looks ugly too. I will never be able to wear a bikini, mini skirt, a mini dress or shorts. It makes me sad that i cant dress like a normal girl. It hurts too because i have to hide it. I become a scared when a guy wants to get intimate with me, because then it means i have to show my body and they will never take me seriously. I have been with many guys before, some made me comfortable that i have this scar but i never see them again!! I cant even dress cute and sexy like my friends. I dont even have a social life. Its affecting my life. What do i do.

i live at home with family. no job and not much money. Everyday is a nightmare. I badly want to move out and start a new life. I cant stand being screamed at every single day! and barked at, its so irritating. I get treated like a child and everyone is always looking to start a fight with me for no reason. My sista is a sociopath and a bully and i HATE her. We used to fight, and iv always forgiven her and moved on, but recentlty she destroyed my laptop and i lost everything on tht laptop. Now i am pissed and i wont speak to her at all and i have no interest in talking to her ever again as long as i live. it took me a while to realize that shes a horrible persona and a BULLY, and that she will NEVER change. She loves to turn things into to something big and starts a massive fight. And of course my mom defends her ALL THE TIME. My mom thinks i should respect my sista more, but i am also an adult and also deserve respect and i dont get any from my sista. She thinks i shud just respect her and deal with it. Shes horrible and i hate her so bad. I want to move out to be on my own, live on my own and not having to answer to anyone. I feel like evryone in my family hates me too. All my mom does , is talk poorly about me to guests and family memebers. And also she says to my face that i am horrible person and that i am bad person. But i am soo tired and exausted from the all the bullying. I cant get a job anywhere. I am so miserable!!!

Ok, this is reaaaly starting to piss me off!!!!! I used to be part of a forum that i loved but i got banned from it. I logged out and dont go on that site anymore. But i decided to just go on it just to view threads and read stuff. I used my niece's laptop(i have never used it before, it was my first time) and when i was bored i went on that forum, and in the top where it says user name and passwrod, it says that i was already logged on, with my old username and password already there. I thought it was strange. I logged myself out and that was that. A couple weeks later, i got a new computer and just wanted to go on that forum again becoz i like to read stuff and ****, again it appeared that this site automatically logs me in without permission. I can see my old username, and everything, except i am not allowed to post, there is a long sentence in red saying "You are not allowed to post,you are band" something like thast. I am confused why does it say that i am banned. I am using different computers. Is it going to keep saying that when i move to a different house? and obviosuly i cant create another username or i would be banned again, it automcatically bans me if i try to creat new username, i tried tht in the past. What do i do????

i just turned 23 and i still look like 13-15 years old. Sometimes i like it, other times i get really depressed over it when i think about all the things i cant do becoz of it. It's literally affecting my life! I used to care so much what people thought of my appearance. I dont care about their opinion as much now. I am very sensitive person, i feel like i am not good enough. I feel like everywhere i go, i get dirty looks. I can't go shopping on my own without people glaring at me. I can't get a job at all, I've been unemployed for 4years. I get so depressed and sad when people give me looks. I have never been to a night club or a pub. I know that i'll probably get stared at all night and i won't have any fun there, so i avoid those places all together. But i want to start going out and just do what normal 20-something year olds do. I'm 5ft and i dont know how much i weight but i look skinny. So not only am i skinny i am quiet short, thats why its worse 4me. How can i look a bid older for my age and appear more mature? I feel like sometimes i am being harrassed and judged like i did something wrong, all because i look young for my age. Help please :-'(.

im starting an online business. Its a clothing business. I sell party and casual clothes, accesories, shoes etc for girls/women aged 15-25 years old. I need help coming up with a name for my store. I thought about just using my name and full name but its boring. i want something cute and catchy. I want a cool name to attract people of that age group. Any suggestions will be appreciated!! xox