Girls, is it horrible that I like this?

I have this 10 min video where this girl is tied up and gagged, sitting in a chair wearing only a garter belt, stockings, a thong, and her heels.

She struggles for a few minutes and that gets her nowhere. Her kidnapper walks in, feels her up a little, and then changes her gag to stuffing her mouth full of cloth and sealing it in with sticky med wrap. He gropes her more and ties her wrists higher to the top of the chair so she's forced to bend down. He cuts her thong off and leaves her there helpless.

Is it horrible that I love watching her struggle, seeing her facial expressions and she gets more tied up, watching her squirm in her sexy lingerie, seeing how helpless she is so much she can't even talk?