do you think its hilarious?

You may well find that as you learn to love, you will in turn be loved.

You have had some bad experiences - perhaps some from your childhood that you preferred not to mention - so you have decided to protect yourself. I wonder if you are a Cancerian (as am I actually).

You seem to have a lot of anger, which is again part of your defence.

I’m a relationships coach in England, so feel free to email me if you’d like to (no charge!): svs@jamforlife.co.uk

I wish you well

I'm sure growing up you had people who loved you. You mean Romantic Love, I'm sure. So no one if forcing you to. If you feel people are pressuring you just to be "one of the crowd" then find other people to hang with. You have had bad luck with men and that attitude you have makes you look gay. Just say you have not found the right guy yet. Real friends will allow you to be you and not tease or make fun of you.

I think it is sad. Everyone has a biological obligation to attempt reproduction with someone every month. By now you are pretty much hopeless. I do wish you would come live with me though. I could do with a caregiver. Even though I will never have kids with anyone, it would be fun to try with you.

"nobody, has ever loved me. period." - Sounds like that includes yourself.

If you are okay with what you just typed, don't change; but the fact you even felt compelled to write this says to me that you WANT change but you don't know how to get it. I would fix this. Well, actually, I would think of ways to fix this to the point of beating it to death, then I would do nothing; but other people would fix this, they wouldn't tolerate life this way.

no. I have loved my whole life. lovinig is not a problem for me.

I was able to love people that hurt me.

once they truly proved for more than 10 ten years that they

did not love me. I stopped loving them.

I still refuse to waste my love again.

im sorry.

Sounds like you need some good sex...otherwise smoke some good pot.