pensiverain

I never have, so far I have avoided it. I no longer can.

I'm scared, what to expect and\or do?

Please be nice. I'm tired of insults. I'm serious with the questions. Thank You.

im terrified of the question and acknowledging it...

do you think its possible to travel thru

time and to visit other parts in The Universe, along with the current living Universe in existence as an opposite? or could it parallel?

its too many different frames of time

at the same time.

it's like breathing, eyes blinking, drinking water and talking at the same time?

I'm terrified.

it happens to me.

he scares me... :(

I cannot seem to find nobody and im practically virginal. yet whores every where get married divorced and remarried wtf?!?!??! is going on? yes im a girl!!

I do not understand.

yo no entiendo soy chava y practicamente virgen. pero hay pinches putas en todas partes y esas cabronas se casan se divorcian y se vuelven a casar. y yo soltera y sin nadie. ya ni la riegan. caen mal ustedes. yo no entiendo.

What would you be scared of?

ok so I have had a terrible pain on my left arm left leg and left foot and my heart also on the left side of my body..

for like a year now.

I have taken some seriously strong pain killers and I usually take aspirins every day to try to be or feel a little better.

but if science cannot seem to find the source of the problem.

what do you think it is?

some sort of alchemy or voodoo?

I do not think a nice entity would be trying to hurt me so its prolly something else.

your advice and opinions would be greatly appreciated.

Thank You.

are you insulted that being gay has been commercialized?

I mean it is very difficult for people looking for love. you know?

like somebody that might actually love you?

but have you heard of that gay for pay thing?

I just found out about it 2 months ago; how depressing; how disappointing.

you're not gay, you just want money.

imagine if I were a lesbian and I was in love with another woman but she never loved me, she just wanted money.

how do you think that would make me feel?

would you be angry?

im single 33 practically a virgin

(just oral sex)

ive never been married never been loved

but I get harassed and insulted a lot.

the man I loved married a skinny

Mexican Caucasian looking whore...

she was literally a prostitute...

it's not fair is it?

so I refuse to date I refuse to f@ck

I refuse to marry..

nobody loved me

I do not have to love you.

you both were there when we all 3 saw the shooting star...

and both of you asked me what I asked for.

ya'll both laughed at me because you could not believe how stupid and simple and how lame it was what I asked for.

one of you is a guy the other is a woman.

ya'll managed to ruin every bit of it.

do not ask yourselves why I hate the both of you.

because I know you remember and I know

you know.

because you deliberately caused that damage and that harm and that cruelty.

do you remember what I told you?

____________ answer.

good. now you know why I hate the both of you. you ruined that for me.

because of you two I know what HATE is.

I have never been loved.

I am 33 years old.

I stopped craving being loved when

I turned 30 years old.

I have not been in love for approximately 1 year.

I have been in love my whole.

with what never loved me back.

I got angry in 2010.

So, I stopped loving what never

loved me in the first place.

you happy now?

you should be?

you got my nagging annoying love

away from you.

i am a 33 year old woman

that cannot seem to find a man

that wants to marry me

so he can inpregnate my fat ***

so my fat self can get pregnant

and we can have a family.

i am angry as hell about it.

i really really hate some people's assumptions...

i am the only woman i know

that is 33 years old and alone

intelligent wise i feel 16

tired wise i feel 600...

and people want to assume horrible

terrible things about me

but they do not want to acknowledge the truth...

dont you hate that?

I am being harassed because I do not have sex...

they want to call me gay.

pathetic.

I do not want your woman.

and I have dated 3 idiots in my life.

they were cruel ugly, mean men.

if I do not want to have sex I wont.

i am not married.

and i am a 33 year old woman

that has never been married nor loved.

i am not in the mood to f@ck, period.

you see the funny and annoying in

the situation?

sorry but i have never in my life met

nobody that loved me.

nobody, has ever loved me.

period.

not saying it's possible but

there are all sorts of weird

theories everywhere....

do you think it's possible to live

in like 5 or 7 different

time frames?

in the same instant?

the simplest way I can describe it

is like... the seven days of the week

happening at the same time but

living different? like 7 different lives?

anyways... just a question.

my ex, he married a woman I really, really do not like...

I really, really want to marry a guy that likes me but does not like HIM...

would you think it's a good idea?

I am 33 years old.

single and I have never been married.

and I have never been in love.

I am so ready to join the dating pool.

and I am very available.

tell me it's ok...

to punch somebody that calls me

gay just because they think it's funny

of me to be a virgin...

I mean really?!?!?

the man I was in love with married my

ugly sister...

yes, I am a fat girl but still I have feelings...

anyways....

may I please?!?!?! please punch somebody!?!?!?!

I am sick of it.

I am being stalked by a stupid girl or woman that I do not know.

she claims she's a god and she is not.

all she has done is manage to make up lies to ruin my life.

there's proof of her lies every where.

I have found them.

she has like a personal vendetta against me because I prolly met her at some point in my life and I did not like her.

good thing I have never been mean to nobody.

I feel sorry for you.

ok so before everybody I knew got married

or got engaged or whatever...

I used to sleep with my friends...

I mean LITERALLY sleep.

that's it.

we slept.

there was no sex, no intercourse, there

was nothing like that in there.

just plain ol' sleep.

so now people think im a whore because

clearly somebody worded the situation

wrong or they wanted it to look that way...

now what do I do?